recoveringlarrieblog:

i think i always kind of consoled myself with the idea that i wasn’t one of THOSE larries. The larries that attacked every girl ever associated with Louis or Harry, i never sent them fan arts or smut or harrassed their family so by that logic i could tell myself that i was a GOOD larrie. That i was fighting for them. That i was a hero just trying to get their freedom. With that logic i could ignore the fact that i was consistently ignoring every denial, every flash of anger and exasperation, the breakdown of Louis and Harrys friendship, i was part of a movement. Now i am coming to terms with the fact that i was very much a part of that, even indirectly and it was never okay. What i did was never okay and i should not have disrespected Louis as much as i did because thats what it is. As soon as Louis posted that picture of Freddie i knew without a shadow of a doubt that he was a loving and proud father and i finally, for the first time, took something Louis posted at face value, something i should have done earlier. I can never take back how i acted but i can learn and admit that i was wrong. I want to be a better person and i am learning and i am grateful for all the Freddies (i refuse to use the term anti and its negative connotations ever again) and the ex larries who have been so accepting and understanding, much unlike a lot of the larries i followed. So thank you. Thank you. Thank you.