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I really haven't done very much this week, which in itself was nice. I've applied for a job and written an abstract for a forthcoming conference. I've also sorted out some stuff for the flat and obtained currency for the holiday in Tuscany, which starts tomorrow. Fun times. I've also read two novels (The Great Gatsby and The Man Who Was Thursday) and am well into a third (All Sorts and Conditions of Me by Walter Besant). I've also had a brilliant idea for a blog, but I won't talk about it until I'm certain it's something I'm actually going to do!
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Earlier this week I finished reading The Great Gatsby (1925), F. Scott Fitzgerald’s novel of ‘the Jazz age’, for the first time. Here are some thoughts.



‘I’m thirty, […] I’m five years too old to lie to myself and call it honour.’ )
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I found this random thing about musicals I wrote a while back lurking on my hard drive. It's a sort of manifesto for why musicals are a viable and important art form - and why it annoys me when they're dismissed (or, worse still, actually produced) as an excuse for light-hearted camp shenanigans. I have to say, I don't know how well it stands up now - I don't think people do dismiss musicals so easily nowadays. But anyway...Why would anyone hate musicals? )
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Christmas then, eh? I did the customary thing with the dead horse (http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/group.php?gid=195941350349), visited friends and family on Christmas Eve and had a lovely Christmas Day at home with my parents and sister. Didn't make it to church this year (God will, I'm sure, forgive my not getting up at six due to a massive hangover) but got up early for presents, visit to grandparents' grave and sneaky pint at the pub. In terms of gifts, I was surprised to receive quite a hoard. My sister bought me an out of print Doctor Who book, a CD/MP3/USB player and a nice bottle of wine; parents got me various things, chiefly a digital camera (so expect lots of facebook photo shenanigans) and the Doctor Who Series 5 boxed set.

On the subject of Doctor Who, the special was excellent. Probably my favourite Christmas special so far. I also liked The One Ronnie and Whistle and I'll Come to You was great if you were able to ignore the fact that it was allegedly based on an MR James short story which I can only assume the screenwriter had never actually read. For new year's, Chris and I (and eight others) gathered in Anita and Nick's house near Machynlleth for lots of booze and all the junk food in the world. This was great fun, of course, as was stopping over in Hay on Wye for a couple of nights on the way back. Chris also got me amazing gifts - the entire ITV Sherlock Holmes series on DVD (the one with Jeremy Brett) and The Time Traveller's Guide to Medieval England. I feel sufficiently relaxed to return to day-to-day activities.
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Chris and I were in Morocco last week. We sepnt a few days in Marakech being hassled by locals, visiting tombs, mosques and museums, eating lots of nice food and trying to locate alcoholic beverages. Marakech is a nice place - its narrow backstreets and walled courtyards are strangely reminiscent of Oxford and have a similar sort of undefinable mystique. I was uncomfortable with the keen, grasping quality of the locals - incessantly trying to give you directions to places you didn't want to go, insisting that certain streets were closed off, begging you to buy from their stalls and so on. Obviously this is as much a cultural difference as it is an economic one - but it was irritating and slightly discomfiting. I should point out that this isn't a critique of the country itself or even its people - they just do things differently there. This is just an honest evaluation of the impression it made on me. Also, this makes it sound like I had a terrible time, which I didn't, as I hope comes across from the first sentence of this entry. The place was really interesting, unlike anywhere I'd ever been before and I'm really glad to have seen it. Also, despite my annoyance at the way the locals just wouldn't leave you alone, there's no European city I've ever visited which feels safer than this one - and not just in the city centre. Also, everyone was generally friendly and upbeat, which is as positive as it is somewhat discomfitting for someone as reserved as I am. I guess there's a fundamental paradox (and again, I'm not trying to make an informed political observation, merely analysing how I felt at the time): Morocco's economy is heavily dependent on tourism but poverty is, relative to the UK, more ubiquitous. I couldn't quite shake the weird feeling that I was exploiting the locals whilst at the same time being exploited by them. [I'm painfully aware that 'the locals' is a horrible blanket label to use, but it will have to serve for now]. I'm overthinking it perhaps, but this was a pervasive feeling and I feel I need somehow to pin it down in words.

Essaouira was more to my taste. It was much more relaxing after Marakech and much less cluttered than that city - everyone's pace of life seemed to be different and there was no traffic of any kind. The latter was a particular boon. If it weren't for the fact that Chris would probably have killed me, I was tempted to buy some cigarettes in Marrakech - partly because they were cheap and partly because (joy of joys) you could smoke wherever you wanted, including indoors (!) By the second day, however, the pollution was such that I felt as if I'd already gone through three packs of twenty. Essaouira was very different - clean, quiet and relaxing with astonishing views of the Atlantic, really pretty old buildings and a feeling that the old town hadn't really changed since Francis Drake ate his Christmas dinner on the ramparts. Even the three-hour car journey in a misleadingly-named 'grand taxi' (the same as a normal taxi, but with seven people squeezed into it) was quite fun in a strange way.

So all in all, a really interesting and enjoyable holiday which is still really vivid and detailed in my mind almost a week later. I learnt that the French word for 'avocado' is the same as the French word for 'lawyer'. I saw a man trying to fit a sheep into his luggage (and looking really pissed off and puzzled when the sheep wasn't having any of it). I realised I needed to buy new glasses after being mistaken for Harry Potter by a stoned man in an alley. I got a tan in November. So yes, good times.
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In, Between Men, her seminal study of homophobia in history and literature, Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick posited a phenomenon which she called 'homosexual panic'. According to Sedgwick, homophobia is an offshoot of sexism, since keeping women subordinate means rigidly separating heterosexual marriage from the homosocial relationships (male friendships) required on a daily basis in the running of government, in gentleman's clubs, in public schools and so forth - institutions from which women were omitted, to be confined to the home which is deemed their proper sphere. As long as men are defined in relation to women the power of the male hierarchy will always depend on women being defined as subordinate (and upon the perpetuation of the myth that their subordination is not a construction, but an innate feature of their biological nature). Such a system is totally upset when men are seen to be just as good as women for the purposes of certain social roles - such as love making, or life companions. Society is policed through the collective making a pariah of anything beyond the proper bounds of behaviour as collectively conceived. Hence, homophobia, which polices the proper parameters of what it means to have a relationship with a male or female acquaintance.

Influential as it is, Sedgwick's argument is historical, and functions mainly as a critique of the nineteenth century. It also has its flaws. It serves a useful purpose, however, in demonstrating how prejudice always works towards maintaining a dominant order by constructing and maintaining its 'others' as such - ensuring that they are constantly excluded, always monstrous and never (heaven forbid) the same as us. Take the fact that almost all gay men on TV are camp as christmas. This certainly owes something to the fact that a great many gay men actually are like that. At the same time, however, it's no coincidence that such representations have always proved less objectionable to the public than otherwise ordinary folk who are attracted to members of their own sex. It helps a certain section of (no doubt deeply confused) male individuals to reassure themselves that they couldn't possibly be 'one of them'. It helps society to define the roles it metes out and, in this way, to maintain the status quo. The paranoia which obtains in such a climate is christened, by Sedgwick, 'homosexual panic' - the fear that you might, secretly, be one of them and a concomitant obsession with behaving in a manner that signals emphatically that you are not.

Sedwgick's argument is does not just serve a gay agenda, however. In fact, it can be viewed in a wider context as an attack upon a trope that's repeated wherever prejudice rears its ugly head. Recently, for example, we've been informed that evil immigrants are no longer evil if, upon opening their mouths, they prove to be in possession of a melodious singing voice. On a more trivial level, I'm frequently told that Blood Brothers isn't a proper musical - it's just a play with songs in. Give them a good script, a working class milieu and well-thought-out characters and it seems people soon forget about all the dancing (or, more sinisterly, all that foreign otherness).

The things is, though, we've come to expect this of our newspapers and even of people we know. We accept it, fight against it in a small way and move on. Sometimes though, you come across an instance that truly shocks you - not because of its importance or significance, but because of its sheer petty spite. Such an example occurred in the Guardian this week.

Doctor Who is now one of the most popular drama series in Britain (again). Its minutest plot details are now the subject of debate in broadsheet and tabloid alike - hence, a fairly substantial article can be spun from a throwaway line in The Deadly Assassin (1976). The columnist is clearly enough of a fan to find the contradiction of this line of interest and spends a good few paragraphs discussing it as a matter of great moment in and of itself - exactly the way that fans do on internet forums. But (she is quick to point out) she herself is not really a fan. Not really. What 'every "Whovian" knows' isn't really of great significance to her. Oh no. She's chosen to write about it in a national paper, but that doesn't mean anybody outside of a few mad wankers on the internet will actually find it of any interest. You can actually see what might be called the 'fanboy panic' (I'm not one of them!!) unfolding as you read. She finishes the article, for example, with this snide, unnecessarily bitchy remark:

It was a stroke of PR genius to slip the hotly anticipated fudging of the Doctor's longevity into a children's series: the episodes are now sure to draw in the viewers. However, Whovians (famously likened by Sarah Jane creator Russell T Davies to a swarm of mosquitoes) will be disappointed that there is no technical reason given for the change: it is simply stated in passing.

Whovian Simon says: "Many of us old-timers have looked forward to the story that addresses the end of the Doctor's life span. I'm gutted that it appears that something so integral to the show's long-term storyline has been passed over in this way."

She, of course, is not like poor Simon. As an enlightened fan, like all the rest of her dear readers, she's not like those idiots pestilential 'mosquitoes' on the internet. But why mention the 'mosquitoe' comment at all? To be honest, I myself agree with the comment (up to a point), but why bring it up? What relevance has it to the actual story about the details of this latest plot development? After all Simon's concerns are no different from her own concerns as implicitly stated earlier in the article:

Fans have always thought that the 13th doctor would be the last, thanks to a 1976 Doctor Who episode, The Deadly Assassin, featuring Tom Baker as the Doctor in his fourth incarnation, and revealing for the first time the regeneration limit. But a passing comment in a children's television programme later this month is set to rewrite history and cast the Doctor, iconic hero of the world's most successful and longest-running science fiction series, as immortal.

This need to separate normal 'fan' from geeky 'Whovian' is nothing but arrant childishness. I disagree with Simon and think he's going more than a little over the top - but I'm still not ashamed to admit that I'm as 'Whovian' as they come. As 'Whovian' as Miss Guardian Writer, in fact. In the second quotation, for example, the columnist fails to mention that the regeneration rule was only a 'passing comment' in The Deadly Assassin as well - and even a passing interest in such a detail (not to mention the way in which it has been passed off in a CBBC series for goodness' sake) is enough to qualify you as someone with more than a passing interest in the show. There are degrees to fanishness, certainly - but they are not as simple as 'freak' and 'normal passing interest'. They're varied and nuanced. And it's crass to play to the galleries by suggesting otherwise.

The fact is that behaving in this way ensures that the columnist and her readers have someone to react against. The 'real Doctor Who fan' is still a potent figure of ridicule, despite the show's success, so such a dichotomy is important if one is to be made to feel at home with one's love for the show. But it has the unfortunate effect of maintaining the taboo of being a 'fan' - it maintains the need for parameters, the need to demonise others because of an insecurity with oneself. And it is never OK to perpetuate such an attitude. Never. To set up an us and them dichotomy merely so that 'we' can be made to feel better about ourselves by demonising 'them' is nothing but incipient tribalism and is about as clever and funny as gang warfare.  And although the consequences are infinitely more serious when dealing with race or gender, it's a slippery slope - as any bullied schoolchild will tell you. The practice is just as despicable when applied to a matter as apparently trivial as the kind of TV you watch, the kinds of clothes you like to wear, the kind of music you like or a myriad other ways in which you choose to express your appreciation for it and, indirectly, the way you choose to express yourself. It's despicable because it's the same impulse that leads to the Daily Mail attacking people merely for being from a different country. Or gay. Or on benefits. Articles like this one depress me. They depress me because they demonstrate that, however enlightened we purport to be, society will always need it's demons.

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"Aspects of the gem as a model for queer visuality emerge in chapter four of Against Nature, in which Des Esseintes takes us through a catalogue of jewels, all possible candidates for the camp adornment of his tortoise."

Best. Sentence. Ever.

I also like the bit later in the article where she goes on to talk about the recent "advent of bling" in relation to late ninteenth-century decadence...
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I'm going to keep this LJ going despite the fact that I can't really be bothered with it in light of Twitter being much easier.

Basically, I've been to France. It was warm and sunny, we went to the beach, drank wine and ate cheese. The only thing of particular interest that I want to remember is the amazing Cathar stronghold at Termes and also the village of Minerve. Oh and perhaps the amusingly named village of Homps as well. So I mention them here fore posterity.

Yesterday I went to Brecon on the bus and had a really nice afternoon drinking pints and cans with Rob Dennis and his brother. Today I had a long chat with my aunt who lives in America and began work on a Robert Louis Stevenson chronology for the Literary Encyclopedia. It's going much better than I'd expected, although I'm only up to 1873, despite having worked on the thing all day.
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So a tax for people who've been to university. I'm honestly not sure what to think about that.

On the one hand I guess it will have advantages in terms of how it's paid. It will get rid of the effect of your student loan on your ability to have a higher mortgage, for example. It will also mean potentially fewer money problems while actually at uni. Also, it doesn't seem to have that big a difference on what you actually end up paying anyway.

On the other hand I don't like the message it sends. Taxing someone in order to pay for a service retrospectively begins to seem very much like penalisation - even if that's not actually what it is. It's very different from paying a bill, which is essentially what's happening now.

Thoughts?
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I've just renamed the third section of my Oscar Wilde chapter "Books and Ownership, or, what would Jesus do?"

I think it's time to call it quits for today...
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Last night, I was watching the episodes of Doctor Who where the Master becomes Prime Minister. Apart from how amazingly tight and well-written the script for 'Utopia' is (I've seen it about half a dozen times and the revelation of the Professor's watch still hasn't lost its effect), I was struck by how remarkably timely 'The Sound of Drums' is - a new Prime Minister whose electorate can't recall the specifics of his policies, merely remembering that they sounded 'quite good'; a mongrel cabinet whose leader promptly accuses of being comprised largely of pragmatic opportunists who jumped on the Saxon band wagon in pursuit of success. Come on, it's not hard to believe that David Cameron is actually the Master, is it?

And while we're about it, I'm still convinced that Paul Morley has about his person a mysterious watch containing the concealed identity of F.R. Leavis - 'The NME jounralist was a disguise so perfect that I forgot who I really was...'

Last night I got up at seven and was whizzing between Cardiff and Ystrad fulfilling various work-related tasks. I then had an hour for lunch before working in the library from two until seven, then straight to choir and home by nine. I was exhausted, but foolishly stayed up until one watching DVDs. I regret it now, as my body is grievously protesting my desire to get some work done. So far today I've tinkered with the chord structure of two songs in my latest musical venture, as well as edited the script and lyrics (i.e. deleted one speech and changed two words). I've also written this entry and copied and pasted some of my thesis from one file to another. That's it. It doesn't help that it's really sunny.
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Off to Builth this weekend. Last weekend, Chris had a reunion, so I went to Cardigan to visit Hywel. Had a nice night out, but missed Doctor Who. Saw it on sunday though - really, really good and best pre-credits sequence EVER!

On thursday night I managed to slit my finger open with the foil on top of a bottle of wine. This wouldn't have been a problem, but I had to play the piano in a concert on friday. It was alright in the end after applying a plaster. However, I was initially so worried about how it would go that I actually forgot how to play the intro to one of the pieces. I mean literally. I mad a mistake. Stopped. Then looked at the page in blank bewilderment - like a dyslexic looking at a page of writing. Then I regained my memory and carried on. It was most disturbing though.

Honestly, what with this and my 'doomsday phobia', I must be looking somewhat disturbed of late. I assure you, though, this isn't true. The thesis is going really well. With this present chapter, the bit that's actually about books (which is the topic of my thesis after all) actually makes its appearance within five thousand words of opening the chapter. And if I do say so myself, I don't think anyone's quite taken this angle on The Importance of Being Earnest before.

This lack of academic/job-related hastle also means that my spare time is my own once more. I'm off to visit Amy tonight, for example - and last night I read a Doctor Who novel for three hours non-stop. I haven't been relaxed enough to become that absorbed in a book for ages. Good times.
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I've been on holiday for two weeks. I had an amazing update planned with old Doctor Who episode titles for each day of the trip. Thankfully, I'm too busy to do that, so you're all spared. Except you're not really, because I'm going to put them in brackets where appropriate. Basically, I spent one week in Tennerife ('Coronas of the Sun'), lounging on the beach and visiting a dormant volcano ('Volcano', obviously). I'll refrain from pretension as much as possible, but I have to say that the latter is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. Honestly. I was actually on the verge of tears with the sheer splendour of the view from the 3,500 metere summit. Although, come to think of it, the slight high provided by the altitude sickness probably had something to do with that. On the way back, I offered to pay for the bus tickets, but in rehearsing the question 'Can I have two tickets for Los Critianos' in Spanish, I kept saying 'could we have two tickets for Los Campesinos' - i.e. could we have two tickets for the peasants? In the end, Chris asked for the tickets and I payed him later. We had a great time, marred only by touts trying to force us into their various bars and by accidentally watching 2012, which put me on a downer for the next few days ('Day of Armageddon'). Is there a psychological name for an irrational fear of the end of the world? If so, I definitely have it.

The following week also involved mountains as we decamped to the Lake District. Lots of walking ('The Roof of the World') and a visit to Wordsworth's cottage (it had to be done) basically characterised this holiday. Oh, yes and a terrifying journey up a hill, marked as 30% vertical on an informative signpost ('Journey Into Fear'). When I told my dad about it his response was 'Gosh. 30 per cent. So did you make it?' Well, yes. Since I'm here. In an unrelated incident, the wheel arch of my car fell off ('The Edge of Destruction'), but this was easily mended by some kind mechanics at a local garage.

I also watched the new series of Doctor Who of course. I really like Matt Smith's Doctor - far more than David Tennant, in fact, although it's probably too early to tell. I thought the opening episode was great, the second less so (although the cliffhanger was marvellous). I also really dislike the new arrangement of the theme tune and I can't take to the new title sequence.
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Had a rather lovely Christmas, despite the mother of all colds which is only just starting to go away. Didn't really do much until the New Year though - and I won't regale you with a list of presents, because I didn't really receive anything particularly exciting, but they were well-chosen and pleased me.

New Year's was spent in Birmingham. We had a nice curry, then we were meant to go to the Custard Factory, but the massive queue meant that we saw in the New Year at a nearby pub instead, then wandered around for a bit before we were finally able to get into the club. It wasn't amazing when we got in there either - the main floor was closed off - by riot police, of all things - because the management had sold too many tickets. Yet, we all had a really enjoyable night - everyone was in a good mood and pleasantly drunk, so it was just strangley... pleasant.

After that, Chris and I stayed in the Cotswolds for the weekend. The weather was awesome, which meant that the two long walks we went on were especially enjoyable.

And I can't not mention Doctor Who. Suffice to say that the Christmas Day episode was good, but a tad disappointing (with the esception of the extrordinary cliffhanger, of course). The New Year's Day episode though. Well. That was just something else. I'm not sure how the average viewer managed to follow what was going on, but it was just a splendid gift for fans really. Rassillon!

And anyone who think that the last section was unneccassarily long won't convince me, I'm afraid (although a few have tried). I loved it - self-indulgent? Yes. Do I care? Not in the slightest!
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Well, my musical is imminent. We've had two full run-throughs (the second an improvement on the first) and the dress rehearsal is tuesday. I know it's only an amateur production, but I can't quite believe I've finally got the bloody thing performed. If I'm completely honest, my writing and my composing's improved a lot in the six years since "Llywelyn" was written, but it's the only completed musical of mine that in any way works on stage - and taken in and of itself (as a high-camp retelling of welsh history as patriotic legend) it's actually rather good, if I do say so myself.

Of course, my PhD's been put on hold for the last three weeks or so. Like completely - I haven't read anything of any kind. But I'm looking forward to getting back into things next week. Unfortunately, my mum's recovering from a histerechtomy operation at the moment, and since my dad's going to Ireland the weekend after next I need to be at home to look after her. Which means no Manc action for me. Ah well.


Chris has gone to India, which is great for him but somewhat disheartening for me. Also, I missed Skins last night and my laptop isn't allowed to get four on demand because it can't run the latest version of windows media player. Which sucks. All in all though, these are exciting times and I look forward to seeing what happens next!
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My name is Dewi Evans. Erm... about three hours ago I went to see a film in which some... thing attacked a city. If you've watched this, then you probably know about as much about it as I do. It disappointed my friend, Amy Jones. It disappointed the guy sitting behind me. Oh, and Mark Kermode. If you want a more detailed review look under the spoiler tag.

Cloverfield review )
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I never did a review of 2007, so it may start to appear sporadically throughout 2008. Starting with these musical selections:

Top 40 of 2007, plus favourite albums of that year )
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I love Russell T Davies - I want to be him when I grow up.

Today I went to Cardiff ostensibly to go to a class, although that turned out to be a bit useless (apparently, copyright libraries are useful; gosh!). But I had an amazingly nice mexican meal with my fellow students followed by a pint in a nearby pub. Then I got a surprising amount of useful reading done due to the library having the exact four books I wanted in exactly the right places on the shelves.

Then I watched the first episode of the new series of Torchwood. This left me with mixed feelings. On the one hand, it's funnier, more evenly paced and the characters are about 97% less emo than before (and in a manner that convincingly follows on from the end of the last series); and the first meeting/fight scene between captains John and Jack was great. On the other hand, I kind of liked the slower pace of the last series, I found Captain John annoying and it was really distracting that he was the only other person to appear, other than the regulars. Plus, we didn't get to hear about their little jaunt to the himalayas, about which I was dying to find out more. Still, I'm bound to admit that it's manifestly a better series. The main difference being that it takes greater pains to signal to the audience the kind of show it always was - namely, a self-consciously laughable camped-up sci-fi b-movie. So it's all good.

I then had a call from an alarmingly stressed Chris, in despair about our upcoming long weekend away - my not having a car proving difficult in plannig an affordable British holiday. But then he called back having worked out a scheme to travel to the New Forest by train and then get around alternately by bicycle and pony. Yes, we are in fact channeling the spirit of teenage Victorian girls. So sue me.

All in all, I've had a great day, and I'm exceedingly happy.
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