wiredcyberia

so, I'm trying to find a new therapist who'll take my new insurance and boy is it hard. most of them work for the same hospital and idk if i'll ever find one who'll see me thru telehealth.

gotta go back to work tomorrow. more money, i guess. get to take a shower tomorrow morning. get to start classes on monday. i just have to remember that nobody hates me.

I guess I have always been interested in ciphers and making up nonsense words. I heard somewhere that ciphers based on books are the hardest to crack because it really could be based on any book. But what would I even use it for?

I guess it could be helpful getting information to those in Christian homes, since they are pushed to learn certain bible passages.

But as for a personal reason, idk.

the fact that some people are having kids with covid going on and disrupting education, childcare and, most importantly, hospitals, is all the proof I need that some people are not good decision makers.

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 Personally, I consider myself somewhat genderfluid. I'm a man, but I haven't experienced much dysphoria recently, so I'm mostly indifferent to being perceived as a woman. When I go to work it's as a woman, when at home I am addressed both by my legal name and my male one interchangeably, and when talking to friends I am still a man.
I have the motivation of a corpse, so I'm not consistent with exercise or voice training. Or much of anything, for that matter. I would like to be more masculine, so maybe I should use this to keep myself accountable.