and then I learned

how to cry

without tears

falling from my eyes

behind clouds // ma.c.a

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I hope you’re all doing fine. 💕

sitting alone and thinking

was the hardest thing

because I keep on asking when,

without even doing anything

to keep me sane

Just come out // ma.c.a

“What if I still ended up being on the same exact situation?” she asked. “Even if I made a different choice.”

Questions, I’m wondering about // ma.c.a

Please remember that, having a broken heart don’t make you less of a person. And trying to hide it to everyone else, doesn’t mean you’re weaker than anyone else.

I’m trying // ma.c.a

“I hope someday you will be able to cry everything out.”, he said. “I hope one day you will run out of tears, too much, that you will be empty of loneliness. I hope your heart will be free of sadness—until happiness will have a chance to finally live inside of it.”

After all, everyone should accept it // ma.c.a

“Some pills are indeed hard to swallow.” she said. “Knowing that in the end, it can hurt you—instead of healing you.”

Why does pain come first? // ma.c.a

“They promised to never leave.” she said, “Until they met someone who they thought is better than anybody else.”

But what is their definition of better, then?//ma.c.a

“But then at least I’ve learned to choose solitude over stressing company.” she almost whispered. “I am still trying to see and feel new things. I am still hoping to find myself amidst of all the people that said they already knew me.”

So, what’s your version of me? //ma.c.a

I felt love slipped away

from my hands

a thousand times,

and you were

the only person

who gave it back

without even

thinking twice.

As if it was worthy

of all my silent cries.

Only Shooting Star // ma.c.a

I remember
giving my heart
to someone
who doesn’t
want it,
it all comes back
every time
we see
each other
on the same
old street.