Anonymous asked:
"Anonymously ask me anything you want." → How was 2024 for you? What were the good aspects and moments and what were the negative ones? (In your life, like what you did, and what happened to you, but also on the cultural and entertainment aspect, the songs you liked, the shows you watched, the things that interested you or kept you busy, etc.) + What do you expect and hope in 2025? I wish you the best 💜
I love this question! I hope I can answer you even somehow but please ask more details if you want to know more about something!
Honestly I can’t even remember the beginning of 2024. Not sure if it’s just my mind or meds or something wiping memories away or what. But I can list some good things that happened.
+moving into our new apartment and making it to feel like home
+I feel like I made some progress with my therapy. At least I understand myself better and found the strenght to talk about some hard things for a first time ever.
+Few days Cruise and trip to Stockholm with my fiancé
+Finally got some diagnoses after so many tests and doctor appointments etc.
Im sure there’s many more things that were positive but there’s few of them. I won’t list all the negative things that happened either but there’s the main things that really affected on me and my family.
-Losing our dog was a big thing but the biggest loss was losing my grandma. She was a huge part of my life and I miss her dearly🕊
Not sure if it’s a good or bad thing, because I would rather have my grandma still here but I got a memorial tattoo for her. It was the last day of last year.
That’s all I can think right now about positives/negatives of 2024.
What Comes to music, it’s always hard to answer because music is my fuel and safety and I listen so many different songs/artists. I lovelovelove Billie Eilish and I listened her like every day. I feel things through music and it helps me to process things. Conan Gray’s Family line is something I listened A LOT. Tom Odell, NF and Lana Del Ray are on top of my list too and Eminem plays on repeat. Last year there were so many Finnish bands/singers releasing new music and I feel like some of them went right into my heart. Sadly I wasn’t able to see anyone on live..
I wasn’t feeling the Best or very strong physically Last year so I wasn’t able to be very active but I sill loved nature and spent time walking around and focusing on things I saw there. People, animals, the nature. I also did read A lot and one book that really touched my soul was A little life by Hanya Yanagihara.
Im not really sure what Else to tell and I don’t really have any hopes for year 2025 either. Right now new year just feels very overwhelming and there’s so many things that stresses me out. The uncertainty. All the things I need to deal with and go through. Will I be able to continue my therapy? What about disability pension? My health? The health of my loved ones? My grandpa living alone makes me worried. Idk just even thinking about all that makes me feel sick so I rather not to.
This answer is already super long so I probably have to end it here, but Im open to answer any questions you might still have.
I’m really hoping year 2025 treats everyone well and you all stay safe💜
