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This journal is primarily about my life, music & the occasional fandom diversion (mostly: Critical Role & Dragon Age). I do not have any particular friending policy; I welcome new friends and will usually add back. If you know me from elsewhere, feel free to send me a message. Thanks for stopping by. <3

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Day Fifteen

Talk about an unexpected joyous moment you experienced last year.

Last January, I joined a book club brought together by my hair dresser and several of their clients they knew to be into similar things. The books we've read over the last year have been mostly sci-fi or horror both new and old. It's been an immense joy every month to get into a new book and then hang out with these very cool people for a couple hours to talk about them. Not only have I discovered books I probably wouldn't have otherwise, but I've met a solid group of people that all appreciate the books we read even when they're challenging. 

I fell in love with our October book, We Used to Live Here by Marcus Kliewer. I've mentioned in an earlier post and honestly I've told everyone how much fun this book was to read. It's creepy, it's very reminiscent of House of Leaves (but infinitely more approachable), and it's got puzzles that can be solved. We all enjoyed this book at book club, some of us more than others. And while reading it, I was definitely deep down the rabbit hole, one of our other members got so far deep into to join the reddit and read the few other things the author wrote in this world. And then for Christmas a different member of our club printed out the related short story to We Used to Live Here and bound it for us herself as a book. It's adorable. 

I had no idea when joining book club that it would be such an integral part of my life each month, but I'm obsessed. We're planning to celebrate our one year anniversary (which passed in January) at some point with a movie night. I'm very much looking forward to it. 

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Day Twelve

Create a Rec Countdown.

5 Books I loved in 2024
  • Lights On by Navessa Allen (Dark Romance)
  • We Used to Live Here by Marcus Kliewer (Weird House Horror)
  • Magnolia Parks by Jessa Hastings (Modern Romance)
  • Sing Backwards and Weep by Mark Lanegan (A memoir, PNW punk scene)
  • The Space Between Worlds by Michaiah Johnson (Multiverse Sci-Fi)
4 Bands/Musicians I am currently obsessed with
  • Boys Go To Jupiter (pop/disco) - Start with "Virginia"
  • Sofia Isella (angry woman pop) - Start with "The Doll People"
  • Maddie Zahm (pop) - Start with "If It's Not God"
  • Matt Berry (of WWDITS fame - 60s pop by way of Orville Peck) - Start with "Silver Rings"
3 TV Shows I'm currently watching
  • Elementary 2012 (rewatch) on Hulu
  • Hysteria (an 80s Satanic Panic themed story with Bruce Campbell & Nolan North) on Peacock
  • Nobody Asked (Mythbusters but with comedians) on Dropout
2 Games I'm playing
  • Dragon Age: Veilguard (DRAGONS RPG)
  • State of Decay 2: Juggernaut edition (Zombie post-apocalyptic solo base builder)
1 Fic I recently loved
Day Fourteen

In your own space, create your own fandom challenge.

In the comments, or in your own space, I'd love for people to share fics they love that have less than 10 comments or kudos (or something relatively low for the fandom/characters). I love to boost fics with a small reach and others should get the chance to experience them!

Window Shopping by [archiveofourown.org profile] gwendolyngrace (a Marvelous Mrs. Maisel - Lenny/Midge in SPACE)
An Understanding of Empty Hearts by [archiveofourown.org profile] tossawary (Dracula - scooby gang at tea)
Oh, The Grand Old Sargent of York by [archiveofourown.org profile] dwemma (Darren's actor change magically explained)




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singedsun: artwork of Yasha Nydoorin from Critical Role by nil_elk on twitter, character played by Ashley Johnson (yasha)
 Recently finished the graphic novel, Somna (link to Goodreads).

An image of a woman laying down, her face is is the most visible thing and she looks frightened a dark presence is around her 

It's a story of witch burnings focused on our main character, Ingrid. She's married to Roland, the town's bailiff and their chief witch hunter. Ingrid is desperate for more out of her husband, wanting a more intimate relationship which he currently seems unwilling or afraid of giving her. In her dreams then, something comes to her, eager to give her what she's craving. 

Ingrid has a friend in town, Maja, who keeps her company in the woods during the burnings. She wants to be far away, despite Roland's invites to accompany him to the witch burnings in town. Maja is married, but is a little wild herself and has some interest in another man who's wife was recently declared a witch and burned. 

Still, at night, this creature comes to her. It tempts her, taunts her, and desperate as she is for touch and intimacy, she refuses to give in to him.

If you've never seen art by Becky Cloonan or Tula Lotay, you are definitely missing out. The beginning of each issue in this graphic novel have several pages of Tula's art which is quite realistic despite it's dream-like quality. Her faces are expressive and gorgeous. Becky's art takes up the majority of the other pages, and everything is just so crisp and emotive and makes it easy to understand what's happening in every panel. 

If Salem style stories are your thing, this one is definitely worth your time. Just beware that the adult nature of this story is going to back it good for high shelves if you buy it physically. 

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Day 11

In your own space, share your love for a trope, cliché, kink, motif, or theme.

This isn't going to quite fit one of these specifically, but let me tell you that the last year or two when I take breaks between more serious books like for book club or just my personal tbr which is often horror, I fell hard into the "dark" romance genre. Here's the thing though, I only really like it when it's also funny. Like, I'm not actually there for the romance necessarily (though it's often a bonus) but if the characters are witty? Sign me up. 

One of the most popular this year was Lights Out by Navessa Allen, which is a stalker romance where the man is a masked thirst trap dude on TikTok. None of that is my thing. Don't care for stalkers, don't care at all for masks (in fact I find them terrifying) HOWEVER it took me listening to like three different clips on TikTok of the audiobook and I was sold. The characters are flirty and clever, the dialogue is campy, their romance is kind of goofy (when it's not sexy), and nothing in this book is taking itself too seriously. 

This is my favorite shit. I want characters who, like every day real life humans, crack jokes and do silly shit and treat their romantic partners as friends they can joke around with. Sure, yearning is great sometimes, but it's less realistic to me and I get tired of it quickly. 

If I want dark and gritty, I can read my regular horror novels. 

If we're talking fanfic specific - I'm a fan of the yearning, the slow burn, the friends to lovers where we get to see the relationship transform. Because in fanfic, I know the characters right? So I want to know what makes them change their mind about the other person, what is it that finally unlocks the romance for them. If it's also silly, goofy and fun, that's a fun bonus for me. 

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Day Nine

In your own space, create a fanwork.

I have a fanmix for Marcus/Tomas from The Exorcist here (on YT - songs, not videos).

It's a lot of ballad-y alt rock for the most part.

Day Ten

In your own space, talk about one of your fandom firsts. This could be your first fandom, your first fandom friend, the first fanwork you created, the first fanwork you interacted with... The options are endless!

First fanwork - as I mentioned in Day 1, my first fanfic was for Firefly. It just felt like something I needed to write and I showed it to my boyfriend at the time and that was it. Sat in a notebook until I started writing other things.

I'm not sure it was my first fandom necessarily. If I had known about fandom as a teenager and had access to the internet, I probably would've been DEEP into Saved by the Bell fandom. It was hands-down my favorite show for most of my elementary and high school years.

My first fan community maybe oddly wasn't for any sort of media work, it was for a person - an artist. Somehow when I originally got on the internet, I found the artist Linda Bergkvist. She is a Swedish digital artist and at the time I was very very new to digital art and she was extremely talented at it. She went by 'enayla' online and had a forum of her own called Ebony Keep. (You can also still find some of her work here at DeviantArt.) I frequented and then eventually modded that forum for several years (pre-livejournal years) but it's where I met my very first online friends. Some of whom I still know and see in person from time to time.

Ebony Keep was an online home to me and when Linda was quite literally bullied offline for good the forum did eventually shut down. I will always always be mad at a part of the internet for that and these days, the sort of work she did is the type of work that wins awards. Truly ahead of her time. (If you like Linda's art style, you can look up Lauren K Cannon 'navate' who picked up her style and then took off with it.)

I don't know how many other people from Ebony Keep still write or do art, but occasionally I see one of them around online and it's a lovely bit of nostalgia. [Socar Myles, Laura Siadak, Levi Simpson, Darla Ecklund, Naomi Nowak, Julie Lichty]


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Day Seven

In your own space, create a list of at least three things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a wishlist of sorts.

I feel like every year I fall in love with a fandom (or a fandom idea) that literally no one else is interested in that I also can't seem to wrap my head around how exactly I want to do it either. So I don't know if it's that people struggle like I am about how to make that first thing for it, or if it's just that I'm just a sucker for really niche things.

I've talked about it before... actually I think I talked about it in a previous snowflake challenge (I did - it's here), one of the television shows I really love is the Dracula television show from 2013 with Katie McGrath and Jonathan Rhys Meyers. Very very very rarely and usually only for Yuletide, do I get any Lucy/Mina anything for that show.

Last year though, I really wanted something for the band, Sleep Token - like a bunch of people are writing smutty fanfics about their ofc and how hot the singer is for her and sure, great for you. What I want though is like worldbuilding for that band. They already have some but there's a whole cosmic potential with their lore and I'd love to see what people come up with for it. Like give me D&D campaign level worldbuilding for this band. (Also a D&D Campaign based on their lore would fucking rock.)

This past Yuletide it was for the Butcher & Blackbird novel (or the whole Ruinous Love series) by Brynne Weaver. Sorry, I love Hannibal and you thought two serial killers who fall in love wasn't going to make me want fanfic? I get it, they're straight and it's less exciting so I haven't really seen anything for it. HOWEVER I want more of them so much.

Day Eight

In your own space, write a promo, manifesto or primer for a beloved character, relationship or fandom.

Let's talk about Sleep Token in fact. Their genre is a little rock/metal amorphous. Technically I think they count as Prog Rock/Metal, but there's so much of it that could straight up be pop if it wasn't for a mid song breakdown, or a lyric of screamed lyrics. However, if you like rock and or metal music here's a few comps - Bad Omens, Dayseeker, Starset, Architects, Leprous, Nothing More, We Came As Romans. And I don't think they're a far comp from more mainstream rock bands like Breaking Benjamin, Linkin Park, Sevendust, Deftones.

My favorite Sleep Token song is Alkaline (link to the YT video).

LORE: Sleep Token is a masked, anonymous band. You COULD look up who the singer is and find his name (and maybe the names of other band members) but that would make you a bad fan. They're specifically going out of their way to stay anonymous.

The lead singer is called Vessel. This is his name because he is the Vessel for the god they worship, Sleep. The rest of the band is known as II "Two" (drums), III "Three" (bass) and IV "Ivy" (guitar). They all wear masks. In the last year they've also added a few backup singers (also masked) who go collectively by Espera.

The songs (as far as the fans know) are telling a story about Vessel and Sleep's relationship. When asked about Sleep, Vessel has said, "We are here to serve Sleep and project His message. He is everywhere, at all times." Vessel encountered Sleep in a dream, with promise of glory and magnificence if Vessel followed Him. (That said, a lot of people and I think the songs too, often make it feel like Sleep is a woman - but perhaps they're just a genderless cosmic entity.)

Vessel writes most of the songs (sometimes with help from Two). The lyrics are often complex and personally I feel like there's a lot of water and technology imagery. There's also themes of death and possession (or feasting) and it's hard to tell if Vessel is afraid of Sleep taking him over, or if Vessel feels as though Sleep is helping him through things and welcomes this kind of ownership/possession. 

I don't particularly agree with all of it, but on Reddit a few years ago someone went through and put some thoughts into their whole discography to try and fit it into the Sleep/Vessel lore. It's a fun read

I think all the songs are bangers personally, but if you listen to Alkaline, like it and want more, I suggest the Take Me Back to Eden album. It's varied and interesting and the most recent of their albums. "The Summoning" is usually a hit for just about everyone (link to YT video). 

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Day Five

Talk about what has improved in your life thanks to fandom.

I met many good friends through fandom over the last twenty or so years. I've honed my writing ability both with and without collaborators. I've visited cool conventions with friends. I've met amazing writers I adore through fandom or fandom friends. I've also been able to introduce real life friends to things I love, fandom things we might not have enjoyed otherwise. Mostly I think as I've mentioned before, just having a community of any shared experience, is life changing on its own. It's a little like always have someone to sit with at lunch. It makes a difference.

Day Six

Share your favourite piece of original canon.

I've already talked about how much I love Dragon Age. It is probably the fandom I've ever best connected with. But that's a big series with a lot of bits and there's not one specific thing that stands out to me. I just like it. However, I just recently got a Dracula tattoo, so maybe let me talk about the part of that finally drove me to get a tattoo.

So, I've read the book a few times but last year a series of passages stuck out to me and so suddenly, like it took over my body in that moment and I had to sketch it out because I was so taken with it. It comes from a conversation in the book between Van Helsing and Dr. Seward. If you know the story, it takes place after Lucy's funeral. The group is returning via train and Arthur (Lucy's betrothed) makes a comment about the transfusions they were giving her and equates it with marriage. (Which given that all the men gave her blood would make her a polygamist.) Van Helsing is seized with 'hysterics' and barely contains himself until he and Dr. Seward make it to their train car. And of course, as you might in a sad moment and someone starts laughing, Jack looks at him like he's nuts. He asks Van Helsing what the fuck is going on with him, this is a sad thing and you're laughing? This is Van Helsing's reply:

“Keep it always with you that laughter who knock at your door and say, 'May I come in?' is not the true laughter. No! he is a king, and he come when and how he like. He ask no person; he choose no time of suitability. He say, 'I am here.' ... Oh, friend John, it is a strange world, a sad world, a world full of miseries, and woes, and troubles; and yet when King Laugh come he make them all dance to the tune he play. Bleeding hearts, and dry bones of the churchyard, and tears that burn as they fall - all dance together to the music that he make with that smileless mouth of him. And believe me, friend John, that he is good to come, and kind. Ah, we men and women are like ropes drawn tight with strain that pull us different ways. Then tears come; and, like the rain on the ropes, they brace us up, until perhaps the strain become too great, and we break. But King Laugh he come like the sunshine, and he ease off the strain again; and we bear to go on with our labour, what it may be.”

While this whole passage is fantastic, as Van Helsing is essentially reminding Jack that hey, sometimes life is weird and daunting and you feel weird about it. If laughter comes, let it come. To me though, the idea of King Laugh, laughter as and anthropomorphized being, who's arrived to make you feel laughter so strongly you can't ignore it. Like it's a tiny escape from life to be burdened with such laughter, that really stuck out to me.

I, as an auDHDer, who often has time feeling vulnerable and just feeling my feelings, need the reminder. Sometimes you have to feel the feeling that's coming to you whether it's joy or sadness. AND I'd prefer the laughter. 

Similarly there's a joke from Pete Holmes about being an easy or a hard laugh who says: 

"I'm an easy laugh. I don't know why people always make fun of people who are easy laughs. ... Worse than that people are proud of being hard laughs. ... What are you Nosferatu? Let some sunlight on your goddamn soul."

So I got a tattoo last week that says, "KING LAUGH" and I'm very happy with it.


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Day Three

In your own space, talk about a fannish opinion you hold that has changed over time.

I'm not sure about this one exactly, I think that when I was younger and newer to fandom(TM) I felt a lot like I was an outsider. Like all the cool kids new the special codes and language and if you didn't know it, you shouldn't bother. And like fandom is very gatekeepery still. There's always going to be a corner of misfits who feel like they're bigger and better and know more and are above reproach in some way. But it's also not like that at all. It's welcoming, it's open, it's exuberantly accepting of excited new fans. They want fresh writers, podfics, remixes, and artists but I think they're a little harder to find and it can be really hard to put yourself out there for the first time (or the second, or the third). But sometimes, you have to just do the thing for you. It's why I started to write fanfiction and now, I'm back to the same feeling. Get the urge to write a thing, write and maybe post the thing. That's it.

When I finally found a big fandom that I loved, I got very caught up in the "I can't write that" mindset, because I didn't want to infringe on certain aspects of fandom. Oh, so-and-so is the Anora person, so I can't write this Anora fic because they did something based on ... whatever.

But, that's just two cakes. I love the surprise of two cakes. Six enemies to lovers fics about my favorite ship? YES PLEASE and I'll take a seventh. Have I seen a gifset of this same scene from five different gif makers? YEAH and I'll happily do it again! *bangs pots and pans* GIMME MORE

Day Four

Since this is the start of a new year, this challenge will be to set your own goals! Of course we can all make large or ambitious goals, remember that small and/or short goals are also good!

I have a few, mostly because the past year and a half or two years has been really hard on me creative/writing-wise. My word for this year is GROUND. To me that's getting back to my roots, feeling present, being me as much as I can be.
  • I signed up for [community profile] getyourwordsout at 75k. I struggled last year and only got about halfway. This year I know I can do it. 
  • I've been wanting to come back here for awhile - now I've done it
  • I plan to do an unofficial version of NaNo this year. Not having the community there last year (I won't be going back no matter the changes they make) made it hard to keep with it, but I feel like I can figure it out and do something.
  • I want to do book reviews somewhere. Maybe TT if it sticks around. Maybe YT shorts. (I'll do them here too.)
  • Oh and I've set a goal of 50 books this year. I met it (just barely) last year, and I want to do it again this year. Having a regular book club means at least 12 books are accounted for.
  • I have at least 1 fanfic I need to post a long chapter for, I've been editing forever and putting off finishing it. I need to do that. I don't want to set the goal to finish the whole fic this year, but if I can post this one, I want to at least get a good ways into another chapter on it.
  • I think I'd also like to make sure to write something in an exchange or challenge that's not just Yuletide as well.
  • ETA: We bought a Little Free Library kit for Christmas and I want to get it up and stocked in the yard by the end of January. I'm very excited, it just needs to be painted and put up. I've already made a website for it!


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I am planning to make my return here to DW. My social media landscape has been/is shrinking. I'm on tumblr daily but rarely post myself, I spent almost every day on TikTok but never posted anything myself, and I'm planning to delete both FB & IG in the coming days after the Zuck of it all. (I am on BlueSky and will try to post on there, but I've rarely been comfortable posting anything about me regularly anywhere but here and LJ back in ye olden days.

[community profile] snowflake_challenge is as good a time as any to reintroduce myself.

So, Day One:

Update your fandom information.

Done. A little clean up to my profile and links.

You can find me at [archiveofourown.org profile] thesunsaid where I post (mostly) Dragon Age & Critical Role fic, in addition to whatever yearly flavor of Yuletide fandom I've chosen for the year. In recent years I've also done a few long fics for The Exorcist, which I've enjoyed writing.

I'm [tumblr.com profile] singedsun on tumblr as always. And while I use it regularly, I don't post any personal stuff there, including fic.

My guidelines for transformative works is both in the header of my main [personal profile] singedsun page and on my tumblr about page. You'll also get a little flavor for my friending policies and what I'm about in both of those places as well.

And while I originally wrote it for tumblr I have an Unfollow FAQ there that's relevant for here too.

Also if you're the sort of person that likes a good fandom/character mood board, I do a lot of that actually over on Pinterest [pinterest.com profile] thestorminme.

Lastly, at the top of my DW page, I have links to all those places recently updated to replace old ones (my twitter was nixed two years ago) with new ones (the aforementioned BlueSky).

Day Two

In your own space, talk about your fannish origin story.

I have a really really long origin story posted here from a few years ago. TL;DR though, I didn't dip my toes into fanfic until about 2004 when I had an epiphany about a Firefly story I wanted to write. I wrote it for myself, but didn't know about how people shared stuff online too much, so it lived with me until a few years down the road when I got VERY into the Dragon Age books and video games and met a community I loved and had stories just bursting out of me. Though I'd been involved with a lot of online communities even creating and hosting some myself in the past, I never was sort of head-over-heels in the same way I was (and still sometimes am) for Dragon Age. It consumed a fair number of years of my life, basically until I returned to DW in late 2018 when I was very sad and thought (obviously not for the last time) I'd lost my digital community.

Here I am again to throw myself at your digital shores and hope to find myself among friends (old and new).

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Cats Tamed & Old Flames (3059 words) by thesunsaid
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: EDS "Cat Herders" (Commercial)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Original Male Character/Original Male Character
Characters: Original Male Character(s), Worldbuilding (EDS "Cat Herders" Commercial)
Additional Tags: Fluff, Cats, Hurt/Comfort, Past Relationship(s), Worldbuilding
Summary: Two experienced cat herders meet again after a long absence.
***

"There was a time when they were younger that a soft look like that might’ve meant something. Some kind words and a sly smile still went a long way with Luther after having been gone from the ranch for a few years. He hadn’t shared much of this life with anyone there but here was Roger who not only knew the life, but lived next door and was kind enough to stay and help heal some minor bites and scratches on his arms."

brat

Dec. 25th, 2024 11:40 am
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For Yuletide I received a little fic for a music video that I adored this last year, Taste by Sabrina Carpenter. If you like Death Becomes Her or Jennifer's Body, this might also be for you.

brat (1768 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Taste - Sabrina Carpenter (Music Video), Unspecified Fandom
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Sabrina Carpenter's Character (Taste MV)/Jenna Ortega's Character (Taste MV), Jenna Ortega's Character (Taste MV)/Beloved Boyfriend (Taste MV), Sabrina Carpenter's Character (Taste MV)/Beloved Boyfriend (Taste MV)
Characters: Sabrina Carpenter's Character (Taste MV), Jenna Ortega's Character (Taste MV), Beloved Boyfriend (Taste MV)
Additional Tags: Murder Girlfriends, beloved boyfriend is used mostly as a sex toy, Cheating, Infidelity, Possessiveness, Oblivious, Erotic Stabbing, maiming as foreplay, Unhealthy Relationships, but like in a fun murdery way

Summary:

The most annoying thing about the bitch is that Sidney really is just as fucking adorable as she thinks she is.

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It's spooky season and while I watch horror movies year round, this is the time of year I watch something almost every night. So, here's some quick and dirty reviews on horror things if you're looking for something to watch (or not watch) in the lead in to Halloween.

Right now I'm watching the penultimate episode of The Midnight Club on Netflix. It's the new Mike Flanagan series based on the book (and other books) by Christopher Pike. No lie, The Midnight Club has been my favorite book since I read it in the 90s. It's not a great book, but it is my favorite and I reread it often. So far, I've enjoyed the series a lot. It's not an exact match for the book, but I wouldn't have wanted it to be.

If you don't know what it is, The Midnight Club (the book) is about a group of teenagers in a hospice for teens with terminal illnesses. Every night, at midnight, they meet in the library to tell stories (very Twilight Zone style stories). I read it again before the show came out and it was just as good as I remembered it and even knowing how it ended, I was still moved by it. The Midnight Club (the tv series) is done in the same framework, terminal kids who tell each other stories at midnight, but the framing stories of the kids is slightly different. And, the stories for the show are some of the stories in the book but mostly their stories from other Christopher Pike novels. They're well done, Flanagan's style is all over them, it's just that the cast are teenagers and not adults.

The Lost Footage of Leah Sullivan - A really really low budget found footage movie about a woman who returns to her small town home to investigate the stories about a haunted home/family. This is so low budget, I actually recognized the lead actress as a woman who does ASMR on YouTube full time. That's not to say it's not good though. It's a little weighed down by the investigation pieces, but if you like found footage and don't like a lot of gore and something just a little spooky, this is a great option. It's also free on either TUBI or Roku. Free somewhere.

Who Invited Them - This is a type of movie I tag in my notes as "rich people" horror. A couple is having a party to celebrate their new fancy home. Another couple they don't recognize attends the party and is still hanging out in the house after the last actual guest has left. This is very much a slow burn thriller, where the end is pretty predictable. The suspense is well done, and it's very much about how far people will go to please someone else in a social situation. This couple keeps going along with the strangers because it would be awkward and impolite not to, even when they know something's wrong. (If you get secondhand embarrassed or cringe, this won't be for you.)

Revealer - This is classic B movie fodder in the modern age about a woman who works at a peep show and another local woman who as a staunch Christian protests where she works. This is gory and gross and really well done apocalyptic horror and it's better if you don't know what the apocalypse is going into it. The acting and dialogue are over the top, but I honestly enjoyed this one.

We Need to Do Something - I think this is a Hulu exclusive, but boy this one really surprised me. This is the story of a family that hides out in their master bathroom during a heavy storm. Except once the storm is over they realize they're stuck. There's no way out and no one comes to check on them. There's some jump scares in this one, but mostly it's the tension about what's outside that's interesting.

We're All Going to the World's Fair - Just don't. It's slow, plodding and meandering and the ends do not justify the means. This is about a girl who gets caught up in what's essentially a creepypasta ARG. We watch her make YouTube videos about what happens to her after the 'game' starts. Like I said, it's boring and not worth the time. CW for depression and a relationship that definitely reads as grooming.

Okay, last one for this post:
Speak No Evil - This is brand new and had some buzz for a foreign film so I probably had too high of hopes after I'd heard the premise. In this, a Dutch family and a Danish family meet on vacation in Italy. One family invites the other to come visit them at their home for a long weekend. Once they get there, they realize something is DEFINITELY off about the family they're staying with. This is slow but tense, awkward and another one that preys on the main couple's need to try and stay polite and grateful for the other family's hospitality. I don't know that it's necessarily predictable, but I don't think it's hard to figure out the scary hook of this story. If you're okay for slower, tense tales, this is an interesting one. CW for kids in this one.

That's all for this time. If you have very specific triggers that you want to know about for any of these, I'm happy to answer questions in the comments. This doesn't catch me up to my most recent watches, but there will definitely be more of these posts this month. I'm not online much so I have to share them with someone, so I hope those spooky movie lovers out there enjoy.
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It's been a whole month since my last new music Friday post and not for lack of me thinking about music and wanting to post. Just a lack of me having the time and brain space to do actually do the posts. I have seen two concerts since I posted last: Bush with Breaking Benjamin & Alice in Chains, and also just tonight, Weird Al Yankovic. His shows are always strange an unique, most especially on these tours where they don't play any of his most popular hits. But I think it was a great show. Since it's been awhile and my brain is a little too full for the moment, I hope you'll forgive me if I do a bit of a quick hits and single spotlight kind of thing for this first post back in awhile. Back during the AfroPunk festival in mid-2020 I posted a video of Moses Sumney, a Ghanaian musician with a really unique style. This week a view he did for a recent live performance came across my feed, a two part video where he covers Björk's "Come to Me" and then performs his own song, "Doomed". Moses' musical stylings are all over the place from jazz & r&b to pop and electronic and rock. I really love his performative style and he just does these really cool pieces. You can view his most recent album live on YouTube in one performance set called "A Performance in V Acts" . If you like that you can go back and view his previous full performance on YouTube called "BLACKALACHIA". Both are embedded below in that order. Both are beautiful pieces that are worth an hour of your time each.
If you like the more eclectic sounds of bands like Tank and the Bangas, The Postal Service, James Blake, Brittany Howard, give Moses Sumney a listen, he might be for you. I hope you all have found something new and exciting to listen to recently. Tell me what it is, I want to know!
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I continue exist quietly, busy and kind of slightly but not completely burnt out. I have a major project at work that launches labor day weekend, and every day between now and then is full of things I likely will not finish in time. *shrugs* I've learned to just put it on a list rank by importance and do my best. When I'm not working, I've been spending a lot of time reading. Matt and I went to CONvergence in Minneapolis last weekend - a little be to at the con, and a little just to be away from home - and I read like three books while we were there between panels and movies and whatnot. I've finished two more in the week since we've been back. My goal on Goodreads was 40 books for this year and the next book I finish will get me there.

Books I've finished recently:
Go Hunt Me by Kelly deVos -  A group of high school seniors somehow raise enough movie and the help of a famous actress to travel to Transylvanian to shoot a movie ad Dracula's castle. This is written like a slasher almost, the premise of shooting a movie goes away almost immediately. The main character is weird and I really hated most everything about this book. Do not recommend. 1/5

Alien: Out of Shadow by Tim Lebbon (canonical post Alien book) - I did the audiobook for this one and it was great. Felt like an Alien story and the woman who read for Ripley sounded very much like Sigourney Weaver. Didn't really connect with all the new people we're introduced to (and you know, lose shortly after). 3.5/5

Beneath the Stairs by Jennifer Fawcett - idk what this book was trying to be but it wasn't very scary, and the story felt underbaked. 3/5

The Darkwater Bride by Marty Ross - this was an Audible original, and it was awful but short so I did finish it. It's an extremely misogynistic tale about a Scottish woman who travels to London to investigate her father's death and she finds out he was not a good person... and also there might be a ghost to blame? 2/5

Summer Sons by Lee Mandelo - a kind of haunting modern supernatural & also dark acadamia novel about a college student who inherits everything from his best friend/kind of foster sibling/maybe something more, after this friend dies. He gets embedded with his dead friend's friends, shenanigans and spooky things ensue as the main character tries to unravel what happened to his friend. I really like this one by the end, but the MC is not likeable for a good portion of the beginning. It's GAY. 4/5

Ace of Spades by Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé - a like new adult dark acadamia about two black students a prestigious private school. Someone starts spilling secrets about these two students who don't really know or interact at all until their lives begin to unravel as more secrets are outed. This is Very Gay and has a lot of classism & racism commentary baked in. Also very good, quick read. 4/5

A Magic Steeped in Poison by Judy I. Lin - a fantastical story about a woman who travels to the heart of the Empire to compete in a competition to become the tea magician (and advisor of sorts) to the Empress. But our MC wants to win to help save her sister who has been infected by something in a batch of poisoned tea. The magic system in this is very cool, the story obviously has a lot of Chinese & Japanese influences. There's also a bit of a love story and there are queer characters. Also the covers for this book and it's sequel are GORGEOUS. 4/5

All's Well by Mona Awad - I have no idea what to say about this book. It's written like a magical realism horror novel. The MC is the theater director in the college where she teaches, she's in debilitating chronic pain, and also her mind isn't ...all there. There's a Shakespearan backdrop as she prepares the school's production of All's Well, and also plenty of hints at MacBeth as well. It's a very strange story, with a very unreliable and unlikeable main character. I'm going to let this one ruminate a bit longer.

I think I'm going to try and participate in Jordaline's "Spooky Smart Bitch" read-a-thon in September, hopefully find some good horror to read before spook season really starts. 

I'm also currently trying to participate in the Story Collective's Fanfiction Challenge for August. It's a free to participate and the discord for all their lessons and events is always a good time. Have I written anything yet? Great question...no I have not. But I'm going to start something at the very least. 

Lastly - I know I've not been keeping up with New Music posts. But, listen... I just want to listen to "Engravings" by Ethan Bortnick on repeat right now. It's SO VERY GOOD. (OH OH! Did you know that Rhett from Good Mythical Morning's (Rhett & Link)? Rhett has put out a country EP under the name James and the Shame. If you like country, and religious deconstruction, the songs are a great listen. Like "Believe Me" is greal and he did "Where We're Going" with his wife and it's lovely. Consider those your unofficial belated music items (for now).

I hope you're all doing well, I'll be in the comments and trying to catch up on things here this week. If I've missed something exciting, please let me know! 
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Stared falling asleep half-way through writing this and then I just didn't post it because ...life. I'm feeling a little better about everything, so I'll post again this week to catch people up, but I wanted to get this out first since I started it Friday and it was just sitting in my drafts waiting for me.

New music video for Halestorm's "Wicked Ways" off their new album. About a week ago my friend and I got to see them at an outdoor concert, and as usually, they were amazing. (Also at that concert learned about a Mexican all-girl band called The Warning that is VERY GOOD. Lzzy continues to kill on vocals, this is great.

Maybe you're a little over the "Running up the Hill" covers, so let me get you a new cover that I'm currently obsessing over. It's Journey's "Separate Ways" by Jonathan Young w/Annapantsu & Matt Heafy. I have listened to this so many times in the last day or so. So many. This is one of my favorite Journey songs, hands-down and I feel like they kill this Metal-ized version of these.

There's this absolutely beautiful Tiny Desk Concert at NPR with Ludovico Einaudi, a Italian pianist who both Matthew and I have fallen in love with. His music is so lovely and I could listen to hours and hours of his playing.


There's a new remix of "nothing is safe (remx)" from clipping. (Daveed Diggs hip-hop bad.) This song was already fantast, but this version just levels it up a little. And it's sitting on a new EP of 3 other songs worth a listen if you've got the time.

There's also a new EP from VULKOVI who I mentioned a few months ago from their presence on Bandcamp. They put out a new six song EP this week that's just as good as we heard before. You can listen to that from the Lab Records page here.

There are so many new albums out right now. Lizzo, Beyonce, King Princess, Maggie Rogers, Haley Kiyoko, Em Beihold, .clipping (as mentioned above), Dawes, Murder by Death... that's not everything but it's what I can think of off the top of my head. It's a lot.

Have you listened to any of the new albums out from last week? Or anything else? Let me know!
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There's a brand new album out from one of my favorite bands, Within Temptation, Don't Pray for Me which feels perfect in line with my feelings from last week. But that's not all I'm bringing back with me this week.

The Mars Volta - "Graveyard Love" isn't the first song they've put out since coming back, but it's really good. The Mars Volta felt like one of those rock bands that no one I knew had any idea who I was talking about when I mentioned them. (I think they opened for Nine Inch Nails once and that's how I found them.) I'm really excited about the potential for a new album.

Halocene - "Livin' on a Prayer" (feat. Lauren Babic & David Michael Frank) (or if you prefer Lauren Babic's cover of "Under Pressure" which features the same group). Both of these are really great metal covers and I went back and forth about which video to post but I think having just watched the new Thor movie influenced my decision.

Usher: Tiny Desk Concert - several of these are the older songs I was in love with when I was younger and it's wild to see these performed live and he sounds as good as he ever did even in this environment. I don't think a lot of you are R&B fans, but it was the first music I fell into on my own without someone else influencing me. This is great.


Honorable Mentions:
Belle and Sebastian: Tiny Desk Concert
King Princess - Change the Locks
Elle King (feat. Dierks Bentley) - Worth a Shot for my country fans

And from over at Bandcamp, this: Only the Poets - "Forget Your Name" is something in the intersection of Harry Styles and The 1975. They're a small, unsigned band of Englishmen with a kind of low-key pop-punk kind of style.

What have you been listening to this week?
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I know it's been a little while. The last few weeks have been... a lot. I might go back and catch up on what's been happening in a different post, but I don't know. (I'm going through another phase of not really wanted to be perceived or social right now. Which is actually hilarious considering that one of the things I did recently was get boudoir photos done. 🤷‍♀️)

Anyway, let me share a trifecta of lovely songs that are all ex-vangelical and emotionally charged. In the wake of the last week or so, it's really I wanted to listen to. You know, something that's got those almost spiteful, I'm still here kind of vibes. So here's those.

This song, "Holy Water" by Noah Davis doesn't have an accompanying video yet, just this static image. But listen, this song has ripped out my heart and stomped on it many many many times over this week. I am not a gay man, but the way he addresses the trauma of the church on people who are different... he really gets it. I have more than once belted this in my car and then cried.

Maddie Zahm writes lyrics that feels like she's pulled directly from my head. Her song "Fat Funny Friend" was like a punch in the gut. And this one, "You Might Not Like Her" is no different. It's about turning away from religion, realizing your sexuality, coming to terms with anxiety... so many things are packed into this, and it's just really beautiful how she brings it together. Also this video that addresses the conceit of the song, that she's addressing these things to her younger self. OMG it's just really lovely.

MOTHICA has a whole new album out this week, and this song "NOCTURNAL" has been playing repeatedly for me, one because the video visuals are outstanding, but also because this one has a similar vibe but takes me out of the singer-songwriter pop of the other two songs and closer to this pop-metal sound Mothica has. Definite CW for lyrics of self-harm, and medical imagery.


Some honorable mentions:
New original song from Halocene - "Repent", Maddie wrote this for her mom and there's some info in the description for it to know more, but definite CWs for SA and domestic violence.
FLETCHER - "Her Body is Bible"
emlyn - "you make a woman wanna..." if you're feeling some kind of feminine rage right now you might get a little catharsis out of this one.
Same goes for this new Violet Orlandi cover of "I Will Survive" it's a metal cover, CW for fake blood - Violet's mix of classics with metal and horror is just really *chef's kiss*

That's it from me this week. If you've got music you've been listening to, please send it my way, especially if it fits these vibes.
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You know that saying "We plan, God laughs" of some variety... that's been my whole week. I went into this week with so many good, exciting plans. I'm holding out that my Sunday plans hold fast, but we'll see I guess.

I don't have a lot of spoons left, but I do have music I wanted to share. "New" is subjective, these are either very recent or recent-ish and new to me. So here's the basics, if you're looking for something new to listen to this week.

Tiny Desk (Home) Concert from Feintstein's 54 Below for the Broadway show, A Strange Loop. It's a musical about a fat, black, queer man. And in 2020 Composer & Playwright, Michael R. Jackson was awarded the Pulitzer Prize for Drama for A Strange Loop, becoming the first black musical theatre writer to win the award. There's so much queer happiness in this video and cast.



Chappell Roan - My Kink is Karma, this song has been on repeat for me lately. The video is cool, and the song's lyrics are just so much. I feel like this is Villain era pop music, so if that's a thing for you, try this. Lyrics for example: "People say I’m jealous but my kink is watching you / crashing your car / You breaking your heart / You thinking I care / People say I’m jealous but my kink is karma"


And then we've got another video/song from King Princess, which I think means we're getting close to a new album and I will not be quiet about it when it shows up. This is my music vibe right now, these kind of devil may care, badass vibes. I'm liking it a very normal amount... probably.


Last week we got the Deluxe Inside album from Bo Burnham from the outtakes of his show from last year that he recently loaded to YouTube. If you liked his show Inside and want more of where that came from, you'll want to take a listen to this one.

Last week there was also a full Spanish language album from Christina Aguilera which if you like her voice and her style, is exactly that but now in Spanish. It's titled simply, Aguilera.

One of my tiktok musical crushes, emlyn dropped her full album today, loneliest b!tch in america. And if you're also to into Villain vibes pop songs, this album has you covered.

I hope your week has been better than mine. If you've been listening to something new lately, drop it in the comments. <3
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Matt and I went to see the movie Men tonight after work. It was a great time to go because it was later, it's Tuesday, there were only a handful of other people in the theater. I've been a fan of Alex Garland since I first saw The Beach in like 2000 or something? Like I watched it because it had Leonardo DiCaprio (I was an easily persuadable young thing) but fell in love with the beauty of the setting, the bizarreness of the story and was probably one of the first real media that kind of taught me the dangerous of white people playing tourist in spaces (places/communities) that don't belong to us. I know it wasn't for everyone, but I loved it.

So Alex Garland has always been like a much watch for me. But I'd heard some early meh reviews for Men so I was excited but hesitant going in. And now having seen it, I know I'm going to sit in the minority with my feelings on this movie, but I freaking loved it.

If you know nothing, here's the basics: (It is in fact a horror movie.)
Our main character, Harper, who has travelled into the English countryside to stay in a large rental home in a small village after the traumatic death of her husband. During her stay, she encounters a variety of men that are all played by the same actor. One in particular seems to be stalking her. That on its own might present plenty of horrifying or at least troublesome situations for a single woman out on her own. That said, each of these encounters seem a little more off-putting than the next, until the final scene sort of brings it all together.

I've already seen and read some think pieces from men about how it doesn't say/do much, and from women about how they felt meh about it. Me though? I snapped (felt weird to clap), but I would've cheered had I been watching at home alone. Whether he meant to or not, what Alex did with the final scenes felt (to me) very much in line with the rest of the movie no matter how bonkers it might've seemed to other watchers.

Matt left feeling like there wasn't enough narrative thread but I felt like there was a thick, single connective tissue beginning to end.

I'm not going to put spoilers, but if you want to see it and you'd like some content warnings I can provide those. And if you have seen it and want to talk about it, we can do that in the comments.
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I've been exhausted since we came back into town on Tuesday night, and I'll post more about it later but for now I'll say that everyone is healthy and happy and went home on Monday. It was so hard to leave them, but I was ready to be in my own house and my own bed again by the time we got here.

I'm not going to post any videos this week because by golly we got a big number of brand new album drops between last week and this week so I figured I'd just go through them all because the flights gave me a lot of listening time.

First up. Harry's House by Harry Styles. It's good. It's somewhere between rock and pop, it's incredibly joyful and very horny. I very much recommend it.

If you like that but you're not a Harry fan, but like a joyful rock style, might I (re)introduce you to Hanson and their new album, Red Green Blue. Listen, if you want something a little less horny but love the style of Harry's album, this is definitely for you. I listened to these two albums back to back and they pair really well together. Like, yes, THAT Hanson. It's good.

Now, if you ARE in a mood for more horny music like Harry's House, but maybe you want a louder more pop-punk vibe, please go listen to Panther island by The Unlikely Candidates. I love this band, their lead singer has a very Patrick Stump or Brendon Urie sound and their music is a full on bop. I love them.

If you want a true pop album with a breakout artist of Moroccan-Canadian origin, check out Faouzia's new album, CITIZENS> I've been following her for a while and I love the culture and joy she introduces into her music and her voice is AMAZING.

If you haven't been living under a rock, you probably know that Florence + the Machine's new album, Dance Fever came out last week. If you haven't listened to it yet, I highly recommend. It's pure Florence vibes, if you didn't like her before, this probably won't change your mind. But I think it's really good.

One of my most unhinged favorites is a rock band called Church of the Cosmic Skull, which I have posted about before in the lead up to this new album. But There Is No Time is very good, I love it a lot. It's just as weird and good as their previous albums and worth the listen if you're into new rock that sounds like retro/70s rock, check them out.

Red Balloon by Tank of the Bangas. Listen, if you've been following my music posts for any length of time, you KNOW how much I'm in love with this band. They're SO good. It's rap, soul, spoken-word and it's so very good. I just can't tell you how much I love them, there aren't words enough.

OMG I almost forgot, this absolute surprise album drop from Emma Ruth Rundle, EG2: Dowsing Voice on Bandcamp. If you were a fan of Delerium or Lisa Gerrard in the late 90s/early aughts, check out Emma's music. If you don't those references, she's kind of this ethereal goddess voice and her music feels like it belongs on a Pure Moods album. This is the music to cast spells to.

Another on Bandcamp is the new BEKA EP Your Skin. BEKA has this sweet pop/soulful voice and definitely not enough people know about her voice. If you're a Taylor Swift fan, check out BEKA. Her lyrical style is very similar. (Some of her stuff also reminds me a little of Caroline Polachek.)

Last but not least, Two Feet's new album Shape & Form is exactly what I expect from him. Two Feet is an electronic/alt rock band and I feel like this album is just as good if not better than previous albums. The previous two albums got me through a lot of long days at my previous job while I was working from home.

There are some singles that are worth a listen too like this ABSOLUTE pop-punk banger from Loveless, Middle of the Night, and this new Matt Maeson song, Blood Runs Red which is a rock song I don't even really know how to classify properly, except that it's good.

Okay, I think that's all for this week, which is more than plenty. If you check any of these albums out or are super into something new, let me know!