I think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.

sometimes girls from tumblr know everything

some of the things that are recommened for vaginoplasty are so funny like. there's a four week period where i'm "encouraged to sensually explore the area" but "not allowed to climax" like okay doctor-mandated edging. if you say so lmao

once everything settles i'm encouraged to "share vaginal microbiome with someone who already has one set up" like. scissoring? are you talking about scissoring? fuckin. doctor-prescribed lesbian sex.

also important information, thank you @cyprozombiegirl <3

kinda heavy but: i hope abuse victims of any type of abuse know it's literally ok to never forgive your abuser and that it's ok to have complicated but also hateful thoughts towards them.

sometimes it's healthier to just feel rage and unforgiveness towards someone than trying to force yourself to understand the nuance into why you were hurt. like, it's just ok to feel upset and pissed off instead of trying to be the bigger person.

cant wait to go home so i can go be horizontal. all this vertical stuff sucks

I'm normal in a lot of ways (enjoy bread, etc)

hi. just a reminder

starting over hurts
mostly because
you probably didn’t ask for it

but you can miss what almost worked
and resent the reset

besides

look at you, alive and kicking
in this plot twist
you didn't audition for

love,
another character in progress surviving their rewrite, too

one of the most boring lessons I’ve learned is that when a task feels overwhelming, you just have to start doing it. Even if you’re not sure how to do 90% of it, look for one small component that seems close and start there. Sometimes it’s reading one article on the topic, or searching one related term, or literally just googling how to do the task. Do anything other than thinking about it. The process of working on a thing inherently makes it less scary.