I had a dream that we met and caught up and I was sharing all my hobbies and interests with you(making earrings, playing ukelele). It was then that I realized you dont know this version of myself. It is so strange to me to think the hobbies that I pride myself with and are so essential to who I am now is someone you never got to know.
I am sorry it hasn’t worked out for you and while I wish it had, I am now a firm believer of everything happening for a reason. As someone who has secured two 4 year relationships and one 2 year and had her heart broken each time, I know this to be true. There are certain lessons you have to learn each love that you lose. Theres a reason your past relationship(s) havent worked out because at any point if there is doubt, uncertainty or insecurity, then it is not for you. I have finally gotten to a point where I have found “the one” where I no longer feel like I am ‘too much’ or that I have to change who I am; there is no insecurity or mistrust. There is no uncertainty of how he feels nor any doubt in my mind that he is the one. I wish nothing more for you to find that too, and you will, someday.
A year ago I found a hat at a dollar tree with this tag on it. Its crazy to me how much it looks like you.
This is how I hope I make you feel, and I hope you are lonely. (J.C)
“Can’t believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life. Even after all I put you through, you still stuck around and stayed by my side. What really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you’re a good girl and I had no right. I really wanna make things right cause without you in my life girl I’m so lonely…”
“Standing in the front yard telling me how I’m such a fool. Telling me how ill never find a man like you. Boy you got me twisted. You must not heard bout me (you must not heard bout me) I’m a have another you in a minute, matter of fact he’ll be here in a minute. You must not heard bout me (you must not heard bout me) I can have another you by tommorow. So don’t you ever for a second get to thinking you’re irreplaceable”
(J.C)
“Were good, so good, but not together. Made you smile for a while, but not enough to last forever. Nothings wrong, but it ain’t right. We’ll never know the reason why Were good,so good, but not together” (P.D.)
I don’t know if I’m maturing or if ive just finally found ‘the one’ but I’m finally getting rid of all the love notes and memorabilia from my exes (from 2012-2022).
I will never forget what each of them taught me in my time with them. But it’s time to let go and move on. My past self will thank me. ♥️
A love letter M.L. gave me on valentines day 2012 and a birthday card.
I doubt you’ll be able to read the first one but 🤷♀️
(We had an inside joke that I had a 45c monthly subscription, and I never took the coins off till this day)