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this is accurate as of december 2025 things are subject to change. i'm going to clear up some things.
why are some of your posts access list only?
i set them like that because i kinda find my posts from july-august 2024 pretty embarassing but i'll give mutual access for mutual access in return!
do you accept private messages?
uuuuuhhhhhhhh i prefer interacting via comment sections i doubt i'll see my messages or reply late.
what's your blog about?
i post about yk general life things i like sharing my things with the world. i also occasionally talk about school but i am a multifandom blog. i post about my favourite ships. the fandom i post about changes with my hyperfixations, but as of now i post about mainly bands i like and south park
why did you follow me?
i search for people via interests displayed on my profile :3
i might edit this
i need to write, i need to write
Dec. 6th, 2025 09:02 pmit sure must've been strange to leave on a depressing post randomly made back in august
uhmm i cant be asked to do anything about a uhm big update post
but yes life has gotten better i have forgotten to mention that i have been diagnosed with seasonal affective disorder some months ago soo that explains it all. i've escaped the winter sadness this year but we'll see where life goes in january and february.
i don't really know what else to say, i've been great, i have friends that actually care about me.
yesterday i turned 17 and went to go see the fnaf 2 movie which was pretty great i do not know why everyone is shitting on it.
okay okay i need to update my profile like a LOTT because imgur went down where i live but idk if my banner says "content unavailable" for anyone else.
uhmm i cant be asked to do anything about a uhm big update post
but yes life has gotten better i have forgotten to mention that i have been diagnosed with seasonal affective disorder some months ago soo that explains it all. i've escaped the winter sadness this year but we'll see where life goes in january and february.
i don't really know what else to say, i've been great, i have friends that actually care about me.
yesterday i turned 17 and went to go see the fnaf 2 movie which was pretty great i do not know why everyone is shitting on it.
okay okay i need to update my profile like a LOTT because imgur went down where i live but idk if my banner says "content unavailable" for anyone else.
this summer has been the worst yet
Aug. 22nd, 2025 11:42 pmthis summer has genuinely been so bad and you cannot tell me that it is good.
i've went nowhere, done nothing because i've just been in a state of sadness and longing since the moment the summer began i wanted my friend to keep in contact with me, but there has been nothing. not a phone call, not a text message.
and then my other friend from school literally just brushed aside on the last day and wanted to casually talk to me on results day like where the fuck have you been for the past 2 months 😐
so i've been feeling extremely lonely for the past 2 months, and around 2 weeks ago i found two people on a roblox game who had matching cosplays with me from the same fandom. we quickly hit it off and gave each other our discords. but recently, one of the members of the trio have been ignoring me both on discord and roblox. i tried to join her game and she literally just straight up ignored me.
this same person has also been playing games with the other person in the trio who i talk to. they just havent been inviting me to do anything with them at all, and today out of the blue she unfriended me on both discord and roblox.
why do i just keep losing people this summer? both online and in real life. this isn't fair, this isn't funny. i don't know whats so wrong with me that absolutely nobody wants to keep a friendship with me when before they were joking and playing with me? i don't know what makes people switch up on me so quickly. and to make it even worse i have extreme attachment issues which isn't making my current situation any better because ive been so attached to these people ive known for 2 weeks because i haven't had anyone for the past 2 months.
i'm literally starting at a new school this september. knowing how many people have just single handedly left me this summer is really demotivating me to even bother to make friends next year. they're probably just gonna leave me too. what a fucking surprise. 😐
sorry for the upsetting post i genuinely cannot keep this in anymore.
i've went nowhere, done nothing because i've just been in a state of sadness and longing since the moment the summer began i wanted my friend to keep in contact with me, but there has been nothing. not a phone call, not a text message.
and then my other friend from school literally just brushed aside on the last day and wanted to casually talk to me on results day like where the fuck have you been for the past 2 months 😐
so i've been feeling extremely lonely for the past 2 months, and around 2 weeks ago i found two people on a roblox game who had matching cosplays with me from the same fandom. we quickly hit it off and gave each other our discords. but recently, one of the members of the trio have been ignoring me both on discord and roblox. i tried to join her game and she literally just straight up ignored me.
this same person has also been playing games with the other person in the trio who i talk to. they just havent been inviting me to do anything with them at all, and today out of the blue she unfriended me on both discord and roblox.
why do i just keep losing people this summer? both online and in real life. this isn't fair, this isn't funny. i don't know whats so wrong with me that absolutely nobody wants to keep a friendship with me when before they were joking and playing with me? i don't know what makes people switch up on me so quickly. and to make it even worse i have extreme attachment issues which isn't making my current situation any better because ive been so attached to these people ive known for 2 weeks because i haven't had anyone for the past 2 months.
i'm literally starting at a new school this september. knowing how many people have just single handedly left me this summer is really demotivating me to even bother to make friends next year. they're probably just gonna leave me too. what a fucking surprise. 😐
sorry for the upsetting post i genuinely cannot keep this in anymore.
i uh made this fic i was pretty proud of
Jul. 1st, 2025 03:46 pmself explanatory its in the title. i know im not typing much but i am genuinely proud of this so all of you ichance enjoyers should defo go give it a read!!!!
(and YES i know i posted it yesterday)
archiveofourown.org/works/67036639
(and YES i know i posted it yesterday)
archiveofourown.org/works/67036639
SUMMER BREAK
Jun. 17th, 2025 11:30 amYIPEPEE IM DONE WITH EXAMS YAYYYYYYYYYYYY
on a side note im feeling like posting fanfics soon.. maybe here or maybe over on ao3
go check out my ao3 until then
archiveofourown.org/users/moltenlava2000/
on a side note im feeling like posting fanfics soon.. maybe here or maybe over on ao3
go check out my ao3 until then
archiveofourown.org/users/moltenlava2000/
7 DAYS UNTIL SUMMER BREAK
Jun. 10th, 2025 06:51 pm yippeeee!!! i have my very last maths exam ever tomorrow before i drop it!! i mean like i wont do it next year. i promise i will try to update more in the summer break but dont expect much posts from me up until the 17th june!!
cya :) <33
cya :) <33
DRAMA EXAM TOMORROW
May. 7th, 2025 06:31 pmwdym im gonna be finished drama forever tomorrow i remember hating it last year but goddamn am i gonna miss it. like i never got my component 2 grade back from february but i think i did well i did well on my component 1 and component 3 (the written) is whats tomorrow so good luck to me!!
forsaken post coming tomorrow
forsaken post coming tomorrow
is it socially acceptable to just give up
May. 5th, 2025 03:56 pmive gave up and started playing forsaken 3 days before my finals start i dont know why but ive just given up so close to the end idrk how to keep going forward. especially when i have a sister whos like a beast at academics (at least shes moving out next year so i can go at my own pace -_-') god bless that
its been some time
Apr. 29th, 2025 05:49 pmi've been playing forsaken a bit and i banged out the mother 3 masked man skin 🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏
i love mother 3 so much
he looks so cool and everyone's just calling him "that c00lkidd skin" like thats the masked man from mother 3.. this is gonna make my claus mother 3 hyperfixation come back isnt it??
i love mother 3 so much
he looks so cool and everyone's just calling him "that c00lkidd skin" like thats the masked man from mother 3.. this is gonna make my claus mother 3 hyperfixation come back isnt it??
i had my spanish speaking exam
Apr. 23rd, 2025 03:42 pmi got the theme i want for the photocard i so won. i'm not really allowed to say what i got because aqa is quote on quote "monitoring socials for forms of mispractice" but if they do see this from whatever account they are lurking on i do not want to tell anyone anything aqa.
kinda fumbled the general convo but who cares that part of the exam is like "but wait.. there's more!" this is the official post that i am indeed british. wowzas who knew.
kinda fumbled the general convo but who cares that part of the exam is like "but wait.. there's more!" this is the official post that i am indeed british. wowzas who knew.
omg i have spanish speaking tomorrow..
Apr. 22nd, 2025 05:13 pmchat i hate spanish a lot im just hoping it goes well because i remember a lot of vocab for no goddamn reason maybe its the fact that i've been doing spanish since i was like 6 years old in school (i dropped it for 3 years then did it again lol)
WAIT ONE MORE THING
Apr. 21st, 2025 02:38 pmif i have a good enough amount of people who look at my blog (or see it from somewhere) pls ask me questions!!
neospring.org/@bluudud
neospring.org/@bluudud
hi guys its been 2 months
Apr. 21st, 2025 12:47 pmthings are going pretty well except for the fact i have finals next month so!!1 idfk if i'll be too active from now but i'll come back when we get given the early summer break and i will force myself to post there
valentines day late update
Feb. 15th, 2025 08:30 pmhow dare me not talk about valentines day (for the abomination it was)
so first i think some girl asked me if i could be her valentine at school? but then i lied to her and told her that i already had one (they all thought it was a boy so they all said "awwwwww......." but when it was just "my friend" - which it wasnt they all started nodding) great way to uhh LIE on valentines day. i forgot what i was gonna type here D;
and all that!!! i think i'll use this username on bearblog i like it a lot xD
so first i think some girl asked me if i could be her valentine at school? but then i lied to her and told her that i already had one (they all thought it was a boy so they all said "awwwwww......." but when it was just "my friend" - which it wasnt they all started nodding) great way to uhh LIE on valentines day. i forgot what i was gonna type here D;
and all that!!! i think i'll use this username on bearblog i like it a lot xD
please read :)
Jan. 6th, 2025 06:33 pmguys i probably wont upload anything for a long time been having a pretty rough depressive episode recently. uh i dont know why i am saying this maybe js to let people know :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Jan. 1st, 2025 12:59 pmits 2025 now. well 12pm at 2025. let's just see how this year goes. i have a LOT planned for this year
1. actually study well without my adhd fucking me up
2. survive gcse season (im british)
3. get a JOB this summer. because i need my own money. (spending it all on gravity falls stuff. lets pray the hyperfixation lasts)
4. actually get more than a 5 in my gcse's (if i get more than a 5 in math i'll JUMP in joy. like unbelievable. im predicted a 5 bruh)
1. actually study well without my adhd fucking me up
2. survive gcse season (im british)
3. get a JOB this summer. because i need my own money. (spending it all on gravity falls stuff. lets pray the hyperfixation lasts)
4. actually get more than a 5 in my gcse's (if i get more than a 5 in math i'll JUMP in joy. like unbelievable. im predicted a 5 bruh)
