My Fandom Journeys

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Hi, I am Morgan Dawn. I am over 60 and have been in fanfiction/fanvid fandom for 30+ years. I have a love of fandom and its history. I am disabled and use voice recognition software to write so there may be typos and the occasional word salad. Please feel free to reblog or link to my tumblr. I love to meet fans by phone or video and live in the SF Bay Area.

Look for my fandom history posts under the #fandom history tag and my personal experiences across 30 years in fandom under #my fandom journeys

Fun things I am working on
1. Scanning and preserving fanfiction fanzines from the 1960s-2000s

2. Digitizing fanvids made on VCR videotapes (1980s-2000s)

3. Promoting a DIY Oral History project for fanfiction/fanvid/fanart/cosplay (transformative) fandom. Grab a friend and join the party

4. Documenting fan run conventions, fanzines and fanvids on Fanlore, the fan-run wiki run by the Organization For Transformative Works (OTW).

My Asks are open but I often take long breaks to rest and recharge so if I don’t get back to you, please be patient

Note: this blog is for adults only. If you are under the age of majority in your country, please pass it by.

sdwolfpup:

More Joy Day is BACK

What’s More Joy Day? In short it’s this:

Every year since 2008, in the interest of spreading more joy, I’ve proposed that on a designated day in early January we each engage in one act, either online or physical space (or both!), which brings joy to another person, in the hopes that that person will spread that joy further, and exponentially onward.

This act can be as simple as leaving a comment on a fanwork to as complicated as planting a tree or flower in someone’s honor and sharing a photo of it and why you chose that person. If you want the longer version (and more suggestions) you can check out this post from 2024 which provides both.

The 19th annual More Joy Day is on Thursday, January 8, 2026.

(Can you believe it’s almost been twenty years?!)

I’ll have at least one more reminder before the day, so start thinking about how you’re going to spread some joy, because we need it now more than ever and I am NOT going to let the bastards bring us down entirely.

(via olderthannetfic)

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The Ring of Soshern (YES)

In 1987, a certain Star Trek fanzine called Alien Brothers was published, including the story “The Ring of Soshern”–the very first pon farr in a cave K/S story ever. The story “The Ring of Soshern” had been quietly passed around since 1968, due to its sensitive content. When it was published in 1987 in Alien Brothers, a few passionate fans banded together and tried to destroy every copy. Only a few pages and illustrations of the forty-page story survived.

Or so I thought.

Every once in a while, ever since I found out about it, I would check up on ksarchive to see if somehow it turned up. Nothing in four years, no information whatsoever. Monday I’m driving 15 hours roundtrip to finally meet Alien Brothers which was kindly donated to a university. Hopefully, I will be allowed to scan it or take photos. Worst case scenario, I type it up word-for-word, all of it.

I really can’t believe it. The fandom has mourned its loss for decades and now it’s back from the dead.

Any suggestions for where to host it? It isn’t my own work obviously so I’m not sure what to do.

Edit: I called ahead and they said they might be able to let me scan it. However, I will be able to take pictures so :)

hotel clerk, noticing the address on my license: what brings you to town?

me, sweating: um, a… rare *book*…. that only the university has.

clerk: …. that’s a new one. haha

me: haha

clerk: so, what book is it?

me: ……….

I put in a request to have the book scanned/duplicated and they gave a stern “We’ll see.” However, I have taken a picture of every single page, cover to cover. Please stand by.

I have created a PDF containing Alien Brothers #1, cover to cover, including the “The Ring of Soshern.” However, it does contain graphic sexual illustrations and stories. Click here for the PDF which I’m sharing out of my Dropbox.

This is a temporary solution until either the ksarchive or the OTW/ao3 responds to my emails about hosting the zine.

I never came here expecting a masterpiece; it was the history I was after. I am blown away! So far I have only had time to read “The Ring of Soshern,” but it’s really worth the read. Although it is quite edgy. Lots of violence and some gross parts, but it’s meant to be convincing. Personally, I love it.

By the way, if you would like to make the trip yourself, here is the information:

Alien Brothers #1 [Seabright Publishing: H. Seabright, ed., 1987]; Box #51 of the “Media Fanzine Collection - Fully Processed, 1967-2016″.
Kelsey Reading Room (By appointment! See Rules here.)
Cushing Memorial Library and Archives
Texas A&M University, Main Campus

Thanks for all the nice words! As always, LLAP.

RIP, Jennifer Guttridge, who loved her story but never wanted “Ring” published. “I want to meet Nimoy,” she said, “but not in a court.”

Edit: Unfortunately, until I can find a worthy excuse such as a research project that somehow requires the zine scanned in its entirety, or if/until the OTW can intercede on my behalf, this is what we have to work with. However, the reading room offered to scan a maximum of 10 pages in 600 dpi. I chose my personal favorite art, especially if it was towards the back of the zine where it was challenging to get good photos due to the fragile binding. I have been advised that the request will take up to a month to process. I will update this thread when that happens. If anyone knows anyone with copyright law knowledge, please send them my way.

Anonymous asked:

Today I realized that Star Wars did not in fact canonize a new language but some fanfic writer invented one and now people are using it everywhere.

olderthannetfic:

Anonymous asked:

If teenagers want to hang out in 18+ spaces online they need to do what I did when I was in high school: lurk moar, and when posting pretend to be in my 20s and never drop the act or let slip any info to the contrary.

olderthannetfic:

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An absolute treasure I found at my local library. This was a 7th grader’s creative writing project for his English class in 1990.

It’s part guide, part diary, and ALL hot take. He relates a lot to Data. A LOT.

Thanks, Josh. Your legacy lives on.

rubylang-official:

utopicwork:

Discord forcing users to upload IDs and then having their service provider for this get hacked and leaking those IDs is incredible, they should be sued into the ground for this

By the way, because they know they can get sued from stuff like this, they’re making it so that you can’t sue them. Make sure to opt out of forced arbitration with Discord so that you can sue them:

https://www.tumblr.com/steamos-official/796229383707852800

They’re giving the option to opt out until Oct 29 of 2025 (2025-10-29).

(via strohller27)

Anonymous asked:

I’m glad to hear your library stats are doing well in a recent ask! Would you say you’re also making enough money to be financially stable at present? What are some ways your patrons can support the library and its queer efforts?

queerliblib:

thanks! us too!

most of our money comes from individual donations throughout the year and from our annual fundraiser in June. We have been super fortunate this year to also have received some money from grants (shoutout P4A!!!). Most of our money does go directly into building the collection and operating expenses!

if stability = the library stays up & running, then yes! I’d say we are fairly stable. If donations slowed down next year &/or we didn’t get any grants the library would still be open, we would just not be able to buy as many new books. basically the more money we have, the faster we can grow!

one of the most helpful things folks can do to support us, is set up reoccurring donations (per month or quarterly)! spreading the word is great too - print some of our flyers! and drop them in coffee shops, pinned on community notice boards, etc..

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brb trying this

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just-call-me-zinnia:

By all accounts, Hardison pretending to be a trans man in The Cross My Heart Job shouldn’t work. I should be like “Wow, this is really insensitive.” But, and this is obviously up for debate, I think it does kind of work. Cause the point isn’t to make fun of trans people. Hardison doesn’t pretend to be some caricature, he just pretends to be a trans man. And it also serves a purpose in the plot. The only ID they could get for him belonged to a woman so he’s pretending to be a trans man to get past security, with the comedy of the scene largely coming from the security guys’ brains short circuiting upon being loudly accused of being transphobic, allowing Hardison to basically speedrun through the whole encounter while the security guys frantically try to cover their asses.

It also, oddly enough, kind of has a pro-trans message in it. Cause Hardison doesn’t just pretend to be a trans man, he pretends to be a proud trans man who will not have you questioning his identity. He is a man and damn you if you think otherwise.

Leverage really did say “trans men are men.” They said it through a character pretending to be a trans man, but they did say it.

(via dsudis)

quantumseeker:

quantumseeker:

There is nobody more upset by modern Star Trek than my 80 year old grandmother. She called me after SNW’s final episode and starts the conversation with “Neshama I have been strung along for 60 years. It is legal now, why are they doing this?”

What is she upset about you may ask? Straight Spock. She is an avid hater of straight Spock. She said it was fine in AOS because he was “In the closet. Clearly he was dealing with some things.”

But the main reason she’s upset about it is because Spock always reminded her of her friend who was a queer Jewish man in the late 60s when they became friends. And I think that story perfectly summarizes the importance of Spock as a character, he was created specifically for those who were outsiders. Removing both the queercodedness and the Jewishness from Spock’s character had been a massive mistake on paramount’s part because that was a major factor in why Spock was a favorite. Trying to force Spock to fit whatever mold the political climate calls for goes against everything Spock and Star Trek represent. If my nana says Star Trek was more progressive in the 60s then we’ve lost the plot, the boundaries towards progress should not stay stagnant on the show they should continue to be pushed. They should not bend for the conservative base.

I just want you all to know I was leaving temple with my nana yesterday and she asked why I was getting so many notifications (my phone was turned off during the service don’t worry) so I told her that I posted about her opinion you all think she’s right. She’s very touched that the new generation also sees it how she does. Also she’s very excited to be “viral”, so this new year is her celebrity era.

(via noxelementalist)

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zenwannabe:

a dude came into the library stoned out of his mind and was like, “do I need a library card to look at books?” And I said, “to take books home, yes. To look at them, no” and he looked so relieved. bro was staring at a fish encyclopedia for like an hour and then just left.

this is literally all society needs to be

(via strohller27)

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byjove:

whenever I see archeological remains of a human who suffered from a terrible disease that couldn’t be treated in their lifetime but could be fixed now, this wave of sorrow and mourning washes over me. a woman in the 14th century who spent her 35 years of life bent at the waist because of congenital scoliosis. a man from the 18th century who died because of a non cancerous mass on his jaw that made eating progressively more difficult. remains of a woman from the Neolithic who died in childbirth having evidence of peri-mortem trepanation on her skull.

and yet she survived to 35. and yet the physicians in his time tried to strengthen his jaw. and yet someone 4,000 years ago tried to save someone they loved from dying of preeclampsia/increased cranial pressure. we tried. we tried and we tried and we tried. we failed and we learned but we tried. that’s what makes humans so beautiful.

My mom sometimes talks about a child in her neighborhood who was born with hydrocephaly and died of it. His parents strove to keep him alive for years, but he ultimately passed after a long decline. No treatment available. No hope at all, and the parents knew it from his birth.

Several decades later my sister had an MRI, as a long shot, to try to figure out why she was sick and deteriorating with a number of symptoms that were close to being written off as anxiety. She was sent straight to the hospital for adult onset hydrocephaly. Two days later she had brain surgery to put a shunt down her neck into her stomach and drain the fluid out. (No, you cannot usually get brain surgery that fast. Yes, it was that urgent.) Recovery was long and squiggly but it happened.

I think of that boy every once in a while. The one who died. I have no doubt that treatments developed for people like him, and tested on people like him, saved my sister’s life.

He never knew he made the world better. His condition was severe, he never knew much of anything, I don’t think. I think if I ever track down a God or something like one, that’ll be somewhere on my List of Wishes. To make sure people like him know that they helped.

I think about this a lot.

I’ve been type 1 diabetic since I was about one and a half, and was incredibly sick. If my mother hadn’t also been type 1 and recognized the signs I likely would have died.

I was born in 1982. Insulin was first given to a patient in 1922, and he survived. Before that, type 1 meant death, often very slow and agonizing. Before insulin, doctors advised a super strict “keto” diet to prolong life, and it could work for awhile - up to a year, I believe. But it was a miserable existence as the body was literally eating itself as the blood turned acidic until the patient eventually died.

60 years. Only 60 years before my birth did that procedure work for the first time. That’s absolutely nothing given the span of human history and I think a lot about the people who died from it throughout time.

But yes, people tried. Healers and doctors of all sorts tried all manner of things to allow these (mostly!) kids to live. The fact that it was accomplished at all is nothing short of a miracle. The fact that I’ve been alive 42 years is fucking insane considering my body doesn’t produce a hormone necessary for survival. If you think that doesn’t blow me away on a regular basis you have another think coming. It’s nothing short of a miracle.

Every medical advancement is. The amount of work that goes into it and the vast amount of luck necessary to get it right even when all the research and information is sound is just astonishing.

Thank you, humanity. Thank you ingenuity and determination to save lives and make them better. Thank you to every medical practitioner and medical researcher in existence now and through all of time. Thank you to all the people who died so I could live.

Diabetes is one of these illnesses that really throws medical history into perspective. It’s so common, everyone knows someone who has it, people live pretty normal lives with it. And yet, a hundred years ago, it was an instant death sentence. And then we were able to treat people with insulin and yet - it was extremely disabling. The insulin was extracted from animal pancreas had severe side effects, even with how similar the hormones are, there is always an averse reaction to proteins from foreign species, especially during long-term treatment. Injections had to be given every few hours, at-home-tests were only available from the 70s onwards. Insulin pumps entered the market in the 80s. Genetically produced insulin - humanized insulin - was first available in the US in 1982, in many countries only around the year 2000.

In 1930, having diabetes type I would basically mean being hospital bound, being woken every few hours for regular injections.

In 1965, you’d be able to live at home and get by with a very strict diet and a few timed injections. You’d struggle with chronical side effects. Having children wasn’t done - passing on your genes would be immoral, and it might not even be legal for you to marry.

In the year 2000, you’d have a device clipped to your belt that would measure your blood sugar and distribute insulin, you only need to change the needle a few times a day. You might even be allowed to join in P.E. class

In 2025, you stick on two patches that do the same thing. They’re synchronized through your phone.


That wasn’t fate. It’s not natural development that made diabetes a common chronic illness. It was hundreds of people who cared. It was the people who created the keto diet. It was the people who came up with tests. The ones who went through different species, trying to figure out the closest analogon to human insulin. It was the people who fought in court to get genetically produced insulin approved for medical use. It was people who looked at a rare, incurable disease and said “but what if it wasn’t?

(via juuls)

contradictorypenguin:

I had a dream last night that I was trying to translate something into Italian and I discovered that Google Translate had added several languages that weren’t,,, actually languages?

Like they had one called ‘Neurotypical’ that took cryptic double-meanings and made them straight-forward, and they had one called 'Corporate’ that translated bureaucratic bullshit into plain words, but the one that I remember most clearly was called 'Passive-Aggressive Asshole,’ and it looked like this -

Image: the Google Translate interface. On the left side, 'Passive-Aggressive Asshole' is selected as the language. The text entered is "Thanks a lot!" and it has been translated into English as "Yeah no thanks to you, bitch" on the right side.ALT

In the dream I also put in “You’re so welcome” and it translated it to “You’d better be grateful, you fuck.”

(via doccyuk)

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redkrypto:

i’m screaming

I don’t think this woman is straight anymore.

Yall are missing the best fucking part


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This is my new favourite post on tumblr, bye

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“you need it again already huh” HOLY SHIT I WISH I HAD THIS CONFIDENCE

(via juuls)