Dreamwidth
I just renewed my Dreamwidth journal for another 6 months. I really like it here and I think they really deserve the money. I don’t mind paying for something that I actually receive, and giving them a hand to show my appreciation is the least I can do.

The one thing I will never do again though, is buy a permanent account; I learned that lesson with livejournal. Thankfully, I had (still have but don’t use) my Perm account at LJ for a good 6 years before everything went down the tubes … but it still was a lesson learned.

With that, I just wanted to remind folks that I do have some DW codes available, so if you have a friend who would like to blog here, just let me know and I’ll give you a code/s to share with them.

Writing Blog
I am thinking of using one of the codes to create a role playing character for myself so I can start role playing again, but I don’t know if I would stick to it. I really WANT to, but we all know how good I am at sticking with things, even things I want. Thoughts? Anyone else role play on here?

Maybe I could start a community for role playing … Hahah. Yeah, I am so good with those too, huh? Ugh. Since I lost all desire to take photos (further encouraged by my camera dying on me), I haven’t wanted to do any photo contests at my photo community. And now that I work full time, I barely have enough time to make any icons too. Ugh. I almost wish I were part-time again, but I would SO miss the checks (yeah, I am going to be materialistic…but need the money to pay for crap and save up!).

Oh well. We’ll see. If I don’t end up using the journal for role playing, I could always use it for my writing (I do plan to do NanoWriMo this year, so maybe as a soundboard for that AND my other writings that I do). And sorry I haven’t added those of you who’ve shared your Nano IDs with me … I can’t for the life of me remember mine (this happened last year too, hahaha). I’ll figure it out and then add you folks! (:

Monday Again
Anyway – It’s Monday again. I am starting to agree with feline_scribe… I think there are way more Monday’s in a year than any other day of the week *grumble*… BUT, I actually don’t mind today! There’s a meeting once a month, and pretty much everyone goes to it except like 3 people on my floor …. It is SO NICE and quiet! I love it (:

I actually had a really great weekend too, so I am not overly upset that it’s Monday. I usually hate Monday’s even more when I feel like I wasted my weekend—but this was a good one. Just enough ‘going out fun’ and ‘staying in fun’ for it to be enjoyable. I also got a FULL night of sleep, which always makes me chipper in the morning. I was out like a light by midnight… which is rare for me [even weirder considering I went to bed Saturday night at 9am Sunday :D] (:

Ah well… Time to get some poo done! P.S. I *heart* B so very much! (He knows who he is :D)

I feel as though I am about to pass out from exhaustion. I am not 20 years old anymore, man! Was up again until almost 4am, yeah I’m stupid. I fell right to sleep for once though, but then was rudely awakened at like 6am by my brother screaming, asking my mom something. Like, really bro? Sigh.

I did end up falling back to sleep, but it made getting up at 8:30 so much harder, and I woke up closer to 9am, than I would like to admit. Of course, that made me about 5 minutes late; oh well. I’m only here until 1pm, so I can go home and hit the hay …but I can barely keep my eyes open…Ha-ha.

I haven’t been to the gym in over two weeks, and it’s not even Thanksgiving yet, but I already feel horrible. I need to start that back up. Maybe I’ll go on Friday, since I am off, and Saturday. I need to figure out WHEN I want to go. I would LIKE to go in the morning, before work, and just get it out of the way…but with the way my sleep schedule has been lately that doesn’t seem possible.

I really don’t have any energy when I leave work and the LAST thing I want to do, is go to the gym. It’s why I haven’t been going the last few weeks. I used to go after work, but that was when the weather was nice, and the sun kicked up endorphins in me… ha! Now, I just want to go home and relax and be as lazy as all possible.

I am just not feeling so great and it’s really bothering me. I haven’t even been eating that badly, but just imagining what we’ll be eating from here until New Years has me cringing and in serious need of exercise… ha-ha.

I really just want to buy a treadmill or something for the home, but we have a serious space issue; there is none. With two brothers, who hog up a lot of space with all their crap (Paintballing Gear, Motorcycle gear, pool tables, etc etc), there’s very little room left to fit a treadmill (or other device). My room MAY fit a very small stationary bike, but I hate those. I always feel like I don’t get enough of a workout on one of them. I like a machine that can work out my whole body in one (like an elliptical/treadmill).

In other, completely random news, my skin is very soft today. I am shocked because with colder weather, comes dry skin…but today, my face feels really soft and I love it. The winter can stay away! HAHA. It really is shocking that we’ve been getting some kick-ass weather (High 50’sF -Low 60’sF). It’s usually so damn cold by now… ha-ha.

So yeah, I need to make myself a little list here of things I need to seriously do for my own health:

♥ Seriously be in bed by no later than 12:30am. That gives me at least 7 hours of sleep and enough room to go to the gym before work Tuesday-Friday.

♥ Start back up at the gym; I have slacked enough!

♥ Stop getting Subway every other day. Although it is not ‘as bad’ for you, as (pretty much every) other fast food places, I feel like I could do without it, and would feel better. Like yesterday I got their cold cut trio, and it was on the salty side, which of course doesn’t help me feel better. So, I need to take a break from going there.

♥ Find motivation. I don’t know how people find motivation, it’s different for everyone …but I need to seriously find what works for me. I’m not a child anymore, damn it!

♥ Stop thinking I will fail at everything. Just because I have failed so MUCH in my life, doesn’t mean I can’t still move on and learn and grow. I need to stop letting fear control me (this one is easier said, than done).

Oh well, I am going to get some work done. I’m only here another 2.5 hours *happy squee*