Irish Dragon

I don't normally post here. But I don't want to sign out and leave evil author day, so here it is.

I keep getting thoughts about getting a sewing machine, and learning how to sew. Also maybe taking classes in carpentry, so I can learn how to put things together. That requires power tools. I need to pay off some fucking debt.

Because my schedule is kinda like the Rough Trade this month. 

It's been weird.

So i'm experimenting with how early I need to get up in order to have my breakfast before I leave the house.

I've been doing the Medical Medium Morning routine which includes, citrus water, celery juice, and a metal detox smoothie.  I also am working on getting Aloe Water into that. 

6 am is not early enough.  I need to shoot for 5-530 a.m.

It takes about a 30-40 minute commute in the morning to get to work.  I can consume my breakfast on the way.  But right now I've been leaving early enough that I can consume the smoothie before I start my work day. 

What my primary goal would be, is to get to consume it before I leave the home.  Then bring like a snack that can hold me over to lunch.

I'm very sensation kind of eater.  This means if there is a texture or unknown that comes about, I might have a gag reflex or I wont be able to finish the meal because it's an unknown for my meal.  If I know that there will be bones in my fish, then I'm good, but if I find a bone while I'm eating it, then I won't eat more, because of a fear that it may effect my throat, which I am aware is a trauma response of a childhood full of coughing. 

So if my throat was pinged and I didn't know quite what was going on, or I got a tick in the throat and I would just cough for minutes, and it was either ride it out or hack it out.  It took me as an adult to find treatments that actually work.  Because it always feels like I'm trying to clear something out, or ex-spell something from my body or energy field. 

When I first started this journey, I noticed a lot of my allergies are diet related, including the severity of animal fur allergies. 

Life is a journey with lots of curves, dead ends, and adventures.

I have all of these favorites for Fan Fiction stories on my archive, that I'm sometimes or most of the time lost looking for my personal favs, and why I like them. I'm thinking about linking them here, with my personal reason why I like them. AOOO has this option, but in some regards the stores are steamy and I get wet just reading them.

I would rather put that on my of the grid journal than out in the open forum of the net.

While watching some of the shorts and looking at some patterns in the the GOT and HOTD series.

It appears to me an underlining conspiracy to undermine the Targaryens, that then ended in the genocide of the family. As close as they could get anyway.

I don't think it's something that I've seen in any fanfiction.

Just a what if that plotzed into my mind.

So yesterday I noticed that my rear passenger side tire was low on air again. Last week I had top off the air on all four tires and I noticed that my passenger side rear tire was extremely low.

It was lower than any of the other three. So I was concerned. So this week I was going to top off the air on the tires again, and I noticed that the back tire was again low.

So I contacted my mechanic and asked if he could look at it today, but today has some appointments that he is already committed to. And he said he could look at it tomorrow, which is Wednesday.

I wasn't sure that I would be able to make Wednesday morning work last night, but then I started looking at my options and I'm pretty sure I could have done it. But I wasn't for sure about it.

Today I went out and checked the car and I was going to see about doing Wednesday, but I remembered I have AAA and I called them.

They came out and switched the tire out for my donut and put my poor tire in the trunk. We had to go to couple gas stations first because the mechanic had no air on his truck, but we did it.

Poor guy has some shit going down in his life.

So now I feel much better about driving to work tomorrow and home in the evening then I did before, especially since the tire was flatter than a pancake. It definitely has a nail in it though, but it doesn't look like it's damaged any of the outer wall. Just through the inner tread.

So I'll call my mechanic tomorrow morning-ish and set something up for Thursday.

smelling my Grandma's house.

I wonder what she's trying to say.

I was able to do a massage outside of work for my boss which enabled me to buy some gas and go to the Co-op.

I communicated that my hours are changing beginning in the month of July, though there are areas through out the next 2 months were the hours start as the days allow.  Beginning in July I will work most Thursdays and be moving my hours to 9-3 from the 10-3 and 10-4.  Depending on how I feel with the change, I plan on doing another hour back to 8 a.m.  Which will be either 8-2 or 8-3.

I'm really enjoying getting off as early as I am with the 3 p.m. stop.  Because when I get off that early, I'm actually eating my dinner at 4 or 5 ish.  Which is actually pretty good for me.  I would rather eat that early rather than late. 

I didn't think that I would be able to start at 8 a.m.  But if I'm willing to do 9 a.m. then I think I may be able to do the 8 a.m.  Depending on what is going on. 

It's also before the heavy rush hour, which is awesome.  And working from 9-3 will allow me to get off with the sun in the winter rather when it sets.

So in the interest of things not going as planned. I was listening to the Leo King at the beginning of this week, and he had stated that the week will probably not going to go as planned. And to prepare for it. And 90% of the time, my week goes quite well. But this week, has been weird.

So on Monday, I was coming home from work and doing the things that I need to do on Monday and my check engine light came on. But everything that I was seeing was okay except for the check engine light was kind of flickering. So I went home and I called my mechanic and made some time for Tuesday. Needless to say things did not go as planned on Monday.

Now on Tuesday I was up at o dark thirty, and I went to the restroom, and then I heard water dripping through the wall and then coming out the medicine cabinet. That warranted to emergency maintenance call. Then I called my mechanic, and went to see him. The original plan was an oil change, and I wanted him to check out my belts, because they were doing things that belts do. Make noise.

Then things did not go as planned.

Now today, Wednesday.

*sighs*

I am grateful that the Universe allowed me to get off work early. Because it is sleeting where I live, and that means I don't have to drive in this shit at 4 during rush hour. Which is awesome. Just saying that.

My first client was supposed to be in at 10 AM. She had made her massage appointment with her chiropractic appointment the last time that she had come in. She did not show up, she sent in a family member. She told that family member that she had made this appointment for her, as a surprise. Normally if it is a surprise, you make the appointment for the person in question, and then there is a note attached to the appointment that says confirm with this person and not that patient, so it is a true surprise. That is normally how you do it.

So no, she did not do it that way. Now at the beginning of the week I do confirmation text. In that text I verify the time and length of time of the appointment. And I also state if you are unable to make your appointment or you need to make changes, please contact us at this time the previous day. At no time did this patient tell us that a different person was coming in. Nor did she contacted us to tell us that she was canceling her chiropractic appointment for the day.

So Not only was her family member surprised, we were too!

Now the reason why you need to put your appointment or the appointment of the person who is coming in on the schedule, because if this is a new patient it requires a little more time investment, and it may require additional paperwork, which we need to know ahead of time.

Then, my second appointment, which was a two-hour. She late cancelled, because her son is ill. And her babysitter Late cancelled.

Now I did my due diligence, and called everybody that we had on the on-call list, and everybody declined. This meant that I got to go home.

When I got home, as I was sitting in my car, it started sleeting. I'm so very grateful that I got to go home early, because that meant I didn't have to drive in this shit at 4 o clock.

So we're three-for-three. Monday did not go as planned, Tuesday did not go as planned, and Wednesday has not gone as planned.

Just like that "spring tease is gone".

Snowy Rainy mix with a side of 19 degrees F.

awesome.

Russia is planning on removing themselves from the Global Internet.  If you have a Livejournal, please consider where LJ's servers are located, because that would be Russia.

That would mean that if this takes place, your could lose access to this data after the 11th. 

Might want to consider backing up that data.

Though it might also explain why the cross posting feature to LJ has been been fritzy.

I've seen a couple videos lately on Tik-Tok that are notable for me.

The first one was a young man who it stated that you cannot force someone to wake up. No matter how many videos, statements, or attempts you make, the only way someone will wake up or hear that message is by choice or when they are ready to hear it.

You can try and force a sleepwalker to wake, but those of us who Sleepwalk through life, will never wake until we make a choice to do so. There are those that are forced awake, which causes its own set of traumas. Sometimes they will go back to sleep, and sometimes they will become a warrior, maybe not for the cause even thought you were trying to teach.

This could be said for healing as well. You can force someone to heal, but in doing so you can force upon them a different trauma then the one that you were wishing to heal. Notice that word, you. Healing is not about you, healing is about the individual that chooses to do the work. When you are working with someone to help them heal, ultimately it is their choice on whether or not they choose to heal.

It's interesting that so many people acknowledge that there is healing to be done, but they don't take into account that that healing needs to be done on a personal level in most cases, and it must be of their own free choice and will.

Trying to force someone to awake or heal can usually end up with you being very tired and having a sore throat because they refuse to budge at this time. All you can do is teach, yelling does not solve it.

We ourselves are a collective, we are all Souls on this planet. We may not be all from this planet on a soul level, but we are all here. Any healing that we do on an individual level, does reverberate along the collective. That means any trauma that we facilitate upon each other, can also affect the collective. So if we are going to force someone to heal, how does that then affect the collective?

Food for thought

The second video that I have seen recently was at a protest against the unvaccinated. Someone who is interviewing a demonstrator was asking her to explain her sign. A sign that she was showing simply said unvaccinated need to be gassed. He asked her to explain this statement to him. And she had said basically that she believed that the unvaccinated should be shipped to camps and gassed.

He then asked her to switch the sign over. The opposite sign said the same thing except it had the addition of a swastika on it. When she was questioned on the similarity between her message on her sign and the message and what was done in WWII Nazi Germany, it was interesting to see her thought process do a hiccup. But what was really interesting is when she came back and said what she was trying to convey and what went on in Nazi Germany were two different things.

My mom doesn't understand how educated people today can think in this manner. I stated that education is different than knowledge.

During 2020 you could tell where someone was coming from from the information that you gleaned in a conversation. You could tell whether their political party was, what their views on the vaccinated versus unvaccinated, or their views in regards with covid-19 just on the response of an opening volley. You could tell if they watch mainstream media, Independent Media, or do their own research.

Which I find very interesting. You have the news media stating that people are not scientists why are they researching. Which I don't know about you, but all through school I was either given a topic or volunteered a topic to do a paper on. Where I would have to research a subject matter, and present it to the class. That does not make me a scientist does it? But it does teach me how to look at facts and data and correlate a paper on it and form an opinion. Does it not?

All you have to do is do your own research of History, and you'll find Excellent examples of the propaganda that we are facilitating through media at this point in time being repeated in varying different degrees across history against groups of people. How did that turn out for them?

The trauma that comes from what we've been going through since 2020 will be interesting to see. It will be interesting to see the ripples through the generations going forward and back, as people grapple with the consequences of what has occurred in the last couple years and going forward.

There will be people that believe that they are right regardless of what side they are on, and when this is all over they will still believe that they are right even when there are so many dead. There will be people that believe that what they did was right, only they could have done it better, and saved more. There will be those that believe that what they did was wrong, and may never be able to make it right.

It's all based on perspective isn't it?

Buckle up peeps.  It's going to be a wild ride.

Current unusual weather patterns from Electroverse.

So the guidance that we are receiving from Circle when the Patrons are talking with us is, if you have not already started, start no preparing.  The course has been set, and the ride is about to begin.  Don't know how long it's going on.

So start preparing for possible shortages in food and supplies now.  This includes seeds.