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My levels are infinite. I am the friend. I am the jolly one. I am also the apocalypse and the mysticism. I am the poet, the listener, and the voyeur. I am strange, and I am normal for all of that. I am large, but I am a dot in the Cosmos. I am the ardent lover of flesh and philosophy, the middleman, the historian and the futurist. I am the visionary, the leader, and still one of the sheep. I am the voice, the hand, the heart, the soul. I am harmony.

In the slightly more mundane: I have no god, nor do I want one. I believe that age is a matter of mind. If you don't mind, it don't matter. I still call myself a writer even though getting an MFA almost took my soul. I am forever trying to get my Kundalini to rise, most often through music. I'm a big fan of rum and diet coke. I lost a lot of weight once, but I've gained a bunch of it back. I don't understand people who shave off their eyebrows only to have them painted back on. I have a morbid sense of humor. Cemeteries? People are dying to get in them. It's maddening that I'm such a slow reader. I will probably hate green beans forever. I will watch just about any movie you put in front of me, but left to my own devices, I tend to watch my favorites over and over. I used to be a big huge computer gaming dork, back before most of them went all Doom and became more about killing things than solving things. (I *puffy heart* Sierra! Go go Space Quest!) I remember BBSes, and 28.8 modems, and GEnie, and Wordperfect 3.0. Nowadays you'll find me in the WoW universe. I ADORE karaoke because I never get enough chances to be the center of attention (on a stage). I prefer to get things done, and I don't like physical or mental clutter. I'm only spontaneous when someone forces it on me, but I love it when someone is able to actually surprise me (it doesn't happen often). Sometimes I'm too Type A for my own good, and I really need to chill the fuck out.

I don't write enough.