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I have made a Carrion account, I probably won't RP much, but consider this a guide for what's ok in NSFW gift/fan art
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Since I have functioning laptop now, at least that means I can access Ko-fi again for donations, I could really use the support still

ko-fi.com/lilylopears
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the artistic motivation is slowly returning i think, my brain is just gonna need a bit to recombobulate

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> hair getting curlier and facial hair getting thicker, dysphoria is creeping in due to the latter, and worries about racist treatment due to how both combined make me look
> keep forgetting to shave and haircut though cuz so busy with other things, think maybe i can tolerate a bit longer
(1/2)

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deadlock adding casual mode and butch werewolf lady right after I get invited?'

wow that's actually good timing for once, usually I'd have bad timing somehow :3

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god, my trans and nonbinary friends are so fucking hot

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sure let's do it, check my vibes

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Bnnuy superhero that goes full Popeye when eating spinach, and really does get night vision from eating carrots

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Brand new PC and already inexplicable technical glitches ahahahahaha

I hate being cursed like this

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ok so today everything should be relatively normal i think (as much as it can be in my situation anyway), finally i can get some stuff done on the laptop hopefully

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Another random/funny idea:

Clockpunk song that's exactly 60 BPM

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> be mild and ignore?
> be spicy and help?

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reminder that even though i got the laptop situation sorted finally, i still need financial help for housing, the June estimate was miscalculated and it's actually gonna take until October at this rate

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love being accused of pointlessly doomposting by a former mutual, despite making the first starter pack for venezuela (which is way more action than they've taken), and then they straight up block me when i try to defend myself

fuck you too i guess?

(using they/them purely to keep them anonymous)

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A bunch of stuff is closed for MLK day, and the Xfinity wifi hotspots I usually use, are completely crapping the bed too

ugggggh yet another day I can't get anything freaking done, maybe TOMORROW the universe will finally allow me to be productive.

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good news, haven't found a single louse or louse egg in a few days

i think the colder temperatures outside, and finally finding clothes they have nowhere to hide or lay eggs in, maybe did the trick

i'm feeling ice-cold myself lately as a consequence, but i'll survive

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ngl even though everything is finally coming together, i can't help but feel overwhelmed about a lot still, even if it's in between moments of feeling more relaxed

like the fight or flight is switching on and off constantly, and somehow that's almost more exhausting than when it was always on

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