my last words will be "yeah, i had that coming."

hen I ordered the friends in my daydream to kill, they couldn't do it. And so I asked real Humans to kill me, but of course, these girls can't do it either. In other words, both daydreams and reality are the same. Doesn't this mean that everything, absolutely everything, this world included.. is all a daydream? Then there's no problem, right? After all, on the day when I lost my family, I was already dead. Everything that happened afterwards is going on in my head, my life flashing before my eyes after I failed to die. Once I understood that, it felt like the scenery surrounding me began to twist and bend slightly. Yeah. I'll finally... wake up. I'll be released from this daydream world.