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Nov. 11th, 2025 09:59 pmNatasha(/Bruce)
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It gets under her skin, sometimes, the way the others see her. They all have this idea of her – super spy or badass assassin or whatever. It's all true but they don't get it. She's actually fucking killed people. Her life is not a cocktail party story. They all seem to forget that until they see her in action. Then it's all eggshells and awkward silences.
"Sorry Nat, we knew you were a Widow but, like, didn't know what that meant."
"Sorry, Nat, we knew you had tons of childhood trauma but you seem so normal we assumed you were over it."
As if seeming "normal" wasn't part of her training.
Anyway, it gets under her skin.
"It's hard for them," Bruce says, his spoon clinking against his mug as he stirred milk into his coffee. "They never had to pretend."
Natasha looks down at her own mug filled with tea and honey for the sore throat she feels coming on. She thinks about Tony and how he announced himself Iron Man at a goddamn press conference. She thinks of Steve and how he was thrust into the limelight without regard for his personal life. Rhodey, Thor, even Wanda.
"Yeah," she says eventually. "Doesn't make it easier."
Bruce nods at that. "You talk to Hawkeye?"
"It's not the same," she admits. Clint gets it and gets her and doesn't treat her like a killer or a superhero. But he's a SHIELD agent, not a methodically trained mercenary who had to blend into normal society.
"I'm not exactly the same, either."
She scrutinizes him then. Bruce Banner, man of science, still stirring his coffee for some reason. Probably to give his hands something to do. That man is never still and she theorizes it's to keep the monster at bay.
"Close?"
"But you're one person with two sides. I'm two different people. They don't see The Hulk when they look at me because I'm not."
Her stomach drops. She's just as bad as the rest of them.
"I don't mind talking about it, though," he continues quickly. "Like you said, it's pretty close." He gives her a little smile that she can't help but return.
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It gets under her skin, sometimes, the way the others see her. They all have this idea of her – super spy or badass assassin or whatever. It's all true but they don't get it. She's actually fucking killed people. Her life is not a cocktail party story. They all seem to forget that until they see her in action. Then it's all eggshells and awkward silences.
"Sorry Nat, we knew you were a Widow but, like, didn't know what that meant."
"Sorry, Nat, we knew you had tons of childhood trauma but you seem so normal we assumed you were over it."
As if seeming "normal" wasn't part of her training.
Anyway, it gets under her skin.
"It's hard for them," Bruce says, his spoon clinking against his mug as he stirred milk into his coffee. "They never had to pretend."
Natasha looks down at her own mug filled with tea and honey for the sore throat she feels coming on. She thinks about Tony and how he announced himself Iron Man at a goddamn press conference. She thinks of Steve and how he was thrust into the limelight without regard for his personal life. Rhodey, Thor, even Wanda.
"Yeah," she says eventually. "Doesn't make it easier."
Bruce nods at that. "You talk to Hawkeye?"
"It's not the same," she admits. Clint gets it and gets her and doesn't treat her like a killer or a superhero. But he's a SHIELD agent, not a methodically trained mercenary who had to blend into normal society.
"I'm not exactly the same, either."
She scrutinizes him then. Bruce Banner, man of science, still stirring his coffee for some reason. Probably to give his hands something to do. That man is never still and she theorizes it's to keep the monster at bay.
"Close?"
"But you're one person with two sides. I'm two different people. They don't see The Hulk when they look at me because I'm not."
Her stomach drops. She's just as bad as the rest of them.
"I don't mind talking about it, though," he continues quickly. "Like you said, it's pretty close." He gives her a little smile that she can't help but return.