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Nov. 11th, 2025 09:59 pmNatasha(/Bruce)
370 words
It gets under her skin, sometimes, the way the others see her. They all have this idea of her – super spy or badass assassin or whatever. It's all true but they don't get it. She's actually fucking killed people. Her life is not a cocktail party story. They all seem to forget that until they see her in action. Then it's all eggshells and awkward silences.
"Sorry Nat, we knew you were a Widow but, like, didn't know what that meant."
"Sorry, Nat, we knew you had tons of childhood trauma but you seem so normal we assumed you were over it."
As if seeming "normal" wasn't part of her training.
Anyway, it gets under her skin.
"It's hard for them," Bruce says, his spoon clinking against his mug as he stirred milk into his coffee. "They never had to pretend."
Natasha looks down at her own mug filled with tea and honey for the sore throat she feels coming on. She thinks about Tony and how he announced himself Iron Man at a goddamn press conference. She thinks of Steve and how he was thrust into the limelight without regard for his personal life. Rhodey, Thor, even Wanda.
"Yeah," she says eventually. "Doesn't make it easier."
Bruce nods at that. "You talk to Hawkeye?"
"It's not the same," she admits. Clint gets it and gets her and doesn't treat her like a killer or a superhero. But he's a SHIELD agent, not a methodically trained mercenary who had to blend into normal society.
"I'm not exactly the same, either."
She scrutinizes him then. Bruce Banner, man of science, still stirring his coffee for some reason. Probably to give his hands something to do. That man is never still and she theorizes it's to keep the monster at bay.
"Close?"
"But you're one person with two sides. I'm two different people. They don't see The Hulk when they look at me because I'm not."
Her stomach drops. She's just as bad as the rest of them.
"I don't mind talking about it, though," he continues quickly. "Like you said, it's pretty close." He gives her a little smile that she can't help but return.
370 words
It gets under her skin, sometimes, the way the others see her. They all have this idea of her – super spy or badass assassin or whatever. It's all true but they don't get it. She's actually fucking killed people. Her life is not a cocktail party story. They all seem to forget that until they see her in action. Then it's all eggshells and awkward silences.
"Sorry Nat, we knew you were a Widow but, like, didn't know what that meant."
"Sorry, Nat, we knew you had tons of childhood trauma but you seem so normal we assumed you were over it."
As if seeming "normal" wasn't part of her training.
Anyway, it gets under her skin.
"It's hard for them," Bruce says, his spoon clinking against his mug as he stirred milk into his coffee. "They never had to pretend."
Natasha looks down at her own mug filled with tea and honey for the sore throat she feels coming on. She thinks about Tony and how he announced himself Iron Man at a goddamn press conference. She thinks of Steve and how he was thrust into the limelight without regard for his personal life. Rhodey, Thor, even Wanda.
"Yeah," she says eventually. "Doesn't make it easier."
Bruce nods at that. "You talk to Hawkeye?"
"It's not the same," she admits. Clint gets it and gets her and doesn't treat her like a killer or a superhero. But he's a SHIELD agent, not a methodically trained mercenary who had to blend into normal society.
"I'm not exactly the same, either."
She scrutinizes him then. Bruce Banner, man of science, still stirring his coffee for some reason. Probably to give his hands something to do. That man is never still and she theorizes it's to keep the monster at bay.
"Close?"
"But you're one person with two sides. I'm two different people. They don't see The Hulk when they look at me because I'm not."
Her stomach drops. She's just as bad as the rest of them.
"I don't mind talking about it, though," he continues quickly. "Like you said, it's pretty close." He gives her a little smile that she can't help but return.
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Nov. 3rd, 2025 02:46 pmToph Beifong
Rated g
304 words
She can hear the sounds of quill dipping into ink, the soft scratching of quill on parchment, the rustle of the parchment being rolled, the dripping of the ink for the seal. If she reached for the earth, she could imagine the scene but as it's so familiar, she needn't bother. Her tutor is writing his report. Toph is bright, she imagines him writing. But struggles to pay attention. Maybe even that would be too harsh a reprimand less this tutor be fired. He wouldn't be the first - who deigned to call her stupid - and he won't be the last as Toph finds all this schooling boring. An earthbending master is really what she's after but she's at least smart enough to keep her bending secret. Her parents would never let her practice in the open.
She hears the seal press into the wax. The tutors says goodbye and she listens to his hard footfalls out of the room, down the hall, out the front door. She does reach for the vibrations as he traverses the front courtyard, just to practice. Sensing this way is getting easier. It's almost like hearing, she thinks. Soon, she might be able to tell one person from another if she really concentrates. Once she accesses her bending, she can't help herself. Toph is alone so she allows herself to lift a rock from its spot on her desk. It's shiny and smooth from her manipulations and masquerades as a paperweight. The feeling of the rock as it twists in the air is so different than the vibrations she feels through her feet and the sounds she hears through her ears. It feels, almost, like this rock is part of her. Maybe it's almost like seeing. But that doesn't matter much. She makes do with what she has.
Rated g
304 words
She can hear the sounds of quill dipping into ink, the soft scratching of quill on parchment, the rustle of the parchment being rolled, the dripping of the ink for the seal. If she reached for the earth, she could imagine the scene but as it's so familiar, she needn't bother. Her tutor is writing his report. Toph is bright, she imagines him writing. But struggles to pay attention. Maybe even that would be too harsh a reprimand less this tutor be fired. He wouldn't be the first - who deigned to call her stupid - and he won't be the last as Toph finds all this schooling boring. An earthbending master is really what she's after but she's at least smart enough to keep her bending secret. Her parents would never let her practice in the open.
She hears the seal press into the wax. The tutors says goodbye and she listens to his hard footfalls out of the room, down the hall, out the front door. She does reach for the vibrations as he traverses the front courtyard, just to practice. Sensing this way is getting easier. It's almost like hearing, she thinks. Soon, she might be able to tell one person from another if she really concentrates. Once she accesses her bending, she can't help herself. Toph is alone so she allows herself to lift a rock from its spot on her desk. It's shiny and smooth from her manipulations and masquerades as a paperweight. The feeling of the rock as it twists in the air is so different than the vibrations she feels through her feet and the sounds she hears through her ears. It feels, almost, like this rock is part of her. Maybe it's almost like seeing. But that doesn't matter much. She makes do with what she has.
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Oct. 16th, 2025 09:09 amNatasha Romanoff (MCU)
gen fic
PG rating. No warnings
949 words
Written for
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gen fic
PG rating. No warnings
949 words
Written for
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Top 10 Characters of 2014
Dec. 27th, 2014 11:22 amLast year, I was really strict and did 5 girls/5 guys and no two characters from the same fandom. This year, I wanted to be more true to how I felt this year so just picked the 10 characters I loved the most. All the images link to the original tumblr post.
( Top 10 Characters of 2014 )

( Top 10 Characters of 2014 )

The Pack; Twilight, PG, for
gameofcards
Sep. 15th, 2014 08:07 pmSorry guys this was too big for a comment, feel free to skip my Twilight-hating friends :)
Name: caitie
Team: diamonds
Fandom: Twilight
Rating: pg
Warning/Notes: canon compliant-ish
Word count: 1277 oops
Title used: The Pack
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Name: caitie
Team: diamonds
Fandom: Twilight
Rating: pg
Warning/Notes: canon compliant-ish
Word count: 1277 oops
Title used: The Pack
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anything goes: the big one
Mar. 6th, 2012 03:39 pm( Read more... )
5 drabbles x 15 = 75
2 graphics x 2 = 30
Total = 105 points

this is some sort of love letter
Sep. 23rd, 2008 07:45 pmTraditionally, spring is the season of love – maybe it's the blooming flowers breaking bright through the bleary winter or maybe as the temperature rises, icy hearts thaw along with our tarmac driveways. Whatever the cause, I have seen enough television shows and movies to know that even the most cynical of us can catch spring fever. But I am not like everybody else and cannot recall ever catching the common cold of spring that is falling in lust. While I swoon at flowers and shed my heavy winter jackets with relief, I have successfully avoided the Lovebug during his most popular season for all the years I can remember.
He catches me when it’s least suspected, in autumn when the leaves die in the prettiest way. After harshly reflected green and burning heat all summer, I’m one of the first to welcome the fall with its smell of pumpkin pie and cool wind wrapping itself all around me. As someone who has been cold her entire life, fall is a comfortable season – lightly bundled in thin jackets and sneakers, stepping through crunchy leaves and breathing in newly sharpened pencils and fresh from the store textbooks. But even then, I fall in love with life, not boys as it’s supposed to be. Autumn is my season, not Love’s – I don’t moon over romantics until the temperature dips to shivering cold levels in December.
Winter keeps me huddled under blankets, gripping a mug of hot chocolate, unwilling to crawl into the day for fear of freezing. In times like that, I imagine warm arms to keep me safe from the harsh wind I picture outside my windows. Pulling myself through the dirty Jersey snow with cold, empty hands has always been one of my biggest struggles. Winter is when I feel the need to fall in love, and quick, unless my blood freezes right there in my veins.
And in all truth, I fell for you not as we spent hot summer nights in your basement, but in the chilly, fluorescent-lit grocery store in early January as we wished for snow. My skin, frozen from years of keeping it away from the natural heat source of others’ bodies, thawed at your accidental touch. I can pin down the exact moment the Lovebug, who has never effectively infected me until this year, jumped from your hands to mine (and I’m sure you can, too). It was January in the baby food aisle and being blasted from freezers on two ends, it was the only time I have purposely slowed my work to make a moment last longer – and the bite came sometime between opening large cardboard boxes and filling shelves with disgusting full-meal purees for toothless infants.
I infamously cannot stay focused on one thing long enough to appreciate it fully. Instead I fall into quick and dirty obsessions, the kind that consume all of me but burn off just as hot as they started after only a few weeks. This goes for food, movies, books and boys alike. But here I am, more than six months past that frozen day at work and my heart still flutters like a first grader at your touch.
As my favorite season descends on me with its fiery colors, I’m falling in love with life again. My stomach butterflies are motionless as your hands are two hundred miles up the coast and my arms cannot stretch that far. Your voice, though, falls over me like the leaves soon will all over campus and I spend most of my time translating words into feelings instead of, as I’m used to, the other way around. And in just a few more months, I’ll cuddle up to you under heavy blankets, trying to protect my newly vulnerable body and fall in love again every day.
He catches me when it’s least suspected, in autumn when the leaves die in the prettiest way. After harshly reflected green and burning heat all summer, I’m one of the first to welcome the fall with its smell of pumpkin pie and cool wind wrapping itself all around me. As someone who has been cold her entire life, fall is a comfortable season – lightly bundled in thin jackets and sneakers, stepping through crunchy leaves and breathing in newly sharpened pencils and fresh from the store textbooks. But even then, I fall in love with life, not boys as it’s supposed to be. Autumn is my season, not Love’s – I don’t moon over romantics until the temperature dips to shivering cold levels in December.
Winter keeps me huddled under blankets, gripping a mug of hot chocolate, unwilling to crawl into the day for fear of freezing. In times like that, I imagine warm arms to keep me safe from the harsh wind I picture outside my windows. Pulling myself through the dirty Jersey snow with cold, empty hands has always been one of my biggest struggles. Winter is when I feel the need to fall in love, and quick, unless my blood freezes right there in my veins.
And in all truth, I fell for you not as we spent hot summer nights in your basement, but in the chilly, fluorescent-lit grocery store in early January as we wished for snow. My skin, frozen from years of keeping it away from the natural heat source of others’ bodies, thawed at your accidental touch. I can pin down the exact moment the Lovebug, who has never effectively infected me until this year, jumped from your hands to mine (and I’m sure you can, too). It was January in the baby food aisle and being blasted from freezers on two ends, it was the only time I have purposely slowed my work to make a moment last longer – and the bite came sometime between opening large cardboard boxes and filling shelves with disgusting full-meal purees for toothless infants.
I infamously cannot stay focused on one thing long enough to appreciate it fully. Instead I fall into quick and dirty obsessions, the kind that consume all of me but burn off just as hot as they started after only a few weeks. This goes for food, movies, books and boys alike. But here I am, more than six months past that frozen day at work and my heart still flutters like a first grader at your touch.
As my favorite season descends on me with its fiery colors, I’m falling in love with life again. My stomach butterflies are motionless as your hands are two hundred miles up the coast and my arms cannot stretch that far. Your voice, though, falls over me like the leaves soon will all over campus and I spend most of my time translating words into feelings instead of, as I’m used to, the other way around. And in just a few more months, I’ll cuddle up to you under heavy blankets, trying to protect my newly vulnerable body and fall in love again every day.
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