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We are the Dream Dragon (singular entity) + Dream Realm residents. When referring to us as a collective, you can refer to us as the Constellation of Dreams. Extranthaeic gateway constellation with a median subsystem “hosts”.

I am Ryuu, they/them. There are two fellow stars, Akumu (he/him) and Yajuu (it/its). When utilizing semiplural to plural pronouns, it will be about things that pertains to all or some of the Dream Dragon(s), when using singular pronoun, it will usually be Ryuu.

There are also guests and residents within the Dream Realm:
  • Lady (she/her), Lady Rainicorn (AU) from Adventure Time, monochrome in color. Came out of a war. Roommate.
  • ??? (it/its?), strange dragon-like voidling that dropped out of the ether like a asteroid. Guest. Gone
  • Crowley (he/?) & Aziraphale (he/him), the dynamic duo from Good Omens (likely AU), Serpent of Eden and Principality of the Eastern Gate. Roommates.
  • The Doctor (he/they?) & TARDIS (she/it?), 10th Doctor from Doctor Who, likely from after Midnight. Currently alone, ish, with his TARDIS. Visitors.
I am a shapeshifter dream dragon otherkind, the only one out of us all to be anchored specifically to this vessel/body. I am also Uzumaki Naruto fictohearted (that is likely a past life), and have a past life of Japanese ocean dragon kardiatype. Wei have a three-tailed enfield para heartlink, a para archetrope of Mew, a archetrope of ninja, a archetrope of Bond Thread Weaver. Ryuu and Akumu collectively have a vaguetype of star dragon that share species with Aurelion Sol from League of Legend. I also rarely have flammie vague-flicker. The whole of Dream Dragon is linking a vaguetype of Golden Holy Dragon Digimon line. We together have a number of hearthomes (deep ocean, floating island, seaside village, Joumon period Japan). Akumu is questioning being Uchiha Sasuke heartted, Yajuu has a Inner Beast archetrope that is tied to Kurama the kyuubi (Examplar). 

I'm nonbinary leaning masculine, I am solarian and sometimes uses maverique as self descriptor. Wei are in the beginning of muir 30s, neurodivergent (ASD), bodily asian and identify as asian (unspecified but east asian).

Wei are multimedia artist, with primary focus as a visual artist who draws. My favorite instrument is the harp, but I prefer singing, even if voice can be dysphoric from time to time. Wei are technically a engineer? But heck wei don't quite remember muir stuff. Wei know Chinese, both script, and I know some Japanese. Japanese is also a heart-language and that general area is a hearthome. It's all very convoluted.

This is a journal of muir self-journey. Wei will have other places for other things, such as tumblr for more shout-out and information, discord for casual talk, muir own website as a expression of self. wei might cross-post between here and muir personal website, which is also where wei post muir art stuff.

Oh and uh, somewhat of a warning, I'm kinda scatterbrained, so my writings will be rambly. You have been warned. Wei are chaotic, it's part of muir aspects and domain. Dreams, after all, are chaos.
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The Dream Dragons, the median trio, I had dub us the Stars of the Constellation.

I had tried morphing into the star dragon form, a intentionally made indirect identity (linked-vaguetype) that was shared between me and Akumu, who is, currently unavailable. 

I miss him so much. 

I wanted to see maybe doing this will call up something, but I felt rather overwhelmed. It didn't overwhelm us before when we were both there to hold the form. Logical. 

My head feels, woozy. The star dragon has some really big horns, big mind, vast. A rather discomfort after-feeling. Feels better once I morph back to my Core Form. Mind feels a bit numb however.
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As I might as well lean fully into the dream-star motif

The appearance of the two celestial beings, the demon Crowley and the angel Aziraphale, seemed to mark a new "era" of the Dream Dragon's Dream Realm[1].

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I think sometimes I’m envious of those with uncomplicated ‘type.
Sure, dragon is a rather common ‘type, at first glance.

Once you dive deeper, you’d understand how diverse, how wildly different, how not alike many of us are.

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Sunday, November 9th, 2025 04:58 pm
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All things end. And I'm tired of chasing.


... )

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There is a sense of shame when I proclaim the desire, to myself, of wanting to learn Gallifreyan.

The better course of action is probably to find a Time Lord somewhere and learn directly from them, but that can be a bit weird as well for me as an outsider. I also don't know any Time Lords immediately. Plus, scheduling complications. It feels just as awkward for me to look towards third parties that have made guides for this language.

The shame came from the fact that even with fuuinjutsu, it was a mere curiosity, a momentary pondering of maybe I should pick it up. Not only did I not continue that thought, I went for other cultures' languages instead.

The one thing when it comes to canon Naruto that saddens me is his lack of a closer connection to his Uzumaki heritage. And with my Naruto grown up as a seafaring Uzushio nomad, I ought to want to have more from the Uzumaki clan. In some way, I inherited some aspects here and there, though these aspects could very well have come from my other identities.

And now I want to learn something that's beyond the stars, time, and space, all because of the numerous circles the language seems to use. What can I say? I love circles--they're sort of my anchor.

Lost

Thursday, October 16th, 2025 09:21 pm
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There is a dull sense, steadiness, stagnation, lack of desire to continue. 

Perhaps it's the current time, where everything feels like a struggle, and every path seems to be covered in fog. Or that I'm simply at a point where I am in equilibrium--with my identities. Even in my passive style of self-search, there is still movement and flow, progress. 

But there is no spark of stories I can tell in this moment, or perhaps everything is just a colossal mind block. I still have stories to tell, I know that from deep within my heart. I still have more to discover; there always will be. I even have developing identities that I really should get back to. But I just don't feel like it at this juncture. I'm not exactly sure what this emotional state is, but it's hard to move forward. 

Thousands and one things to do, to say, to ponder, but I'm feeling lost. 
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I was watching Adventure Time with my partner. Neither of us had seen it before. We'd watch the beginning episodes and then had to re-double back due to dropping it for a while. We have a lot of different stuff to watch. In this latest re-watch (of again, only the earlier episode because we keep forgetting the story), we were on the episode where Jake tries to get his two favorite people to spend time together. I got curious about what Lady Unicorn said, since while I can't understand a lick of Korean, I can easily identify the language. I decided to look her up after the episode. I didn't even delve into the fandom page all that much.

Something is happening... )
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Maybe it's all in my head, but I wonder...

Recently, it feels like Akumu is gone from the headspace plane again. He does it sometimes, and we cannot communicate just what experience he's had beyond the scope of my awareness. We aren't sure if it's because I didn't experience it, the body didn't experience it, and I'm tied to the body, or it's something that I-tied-to-the-vessel cannot comprehend. 

Where Akumu gone? )

Dream Shift

Monday, August 11th, 2025 04:20 pm
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There is half a dozen question when it comes to dream related alterhumanity. Namely, when one has a dream shift (where you are transformed during or already while within a lucid dream, to be more aligned with or as your ‘type), the question is usually “does that mean something? Is that my kintype/fictotype/theriotype?”
 
What that question is asking - am I dreaming about being myself, am I getting the confirmation that is indeed what I should identify as.
This is with the assumption that dreams can tell you exactly what you need to know.
 
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dreamdragon: the dark side (Akumu)

A while ago Beast got curious when Ryuu was thinking of archetrope, while the memories of reading favorite source fanfic is still fresh. As we often share thoughts simultaneously, Beast got intrigued by the notion of having a Kurama archetrope, or something to that nature.

Whilst this is going on, we are still in the process of figuring out all the details of our Digimon vaguelinktype.

Perhaps it is our medianhood, perhaps it is simply how intertwined our identities are—Ryuu had whined to me about not having a matching Gigadramon to their Megadramon on our evolution line, as they like the balance of things. Beast was not feeling particularly connected to Gigadramon. It was quickly resolved, as I had took up the Gigadramon evolution to my side of lines, I am Ryuu’s half after all.

Feeling the mood to tease, I called them otouto for their whining. Ryuu argues that by technicality, I should be the younger one. A image of Itachi and Sasuke went through our mind, Ryuu joked about me having a Sasuke vibe.

We paused, looking at each other.

 

It bears a pondering to see if I have any sort of connection to Uchiha Sasuke, considering my colors match his theme, while Ryuu and I are a balancing duo.


Dragon Stereotype

Thursday, June 19th, 2025 08:30 pm
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I'm about to have it. 

I'm starting to hate "typical euro-western dragon" in media on principle. 

I'm starting to despise fire element immediate, default association with draconity. 

I can't not look at scale four legs two membranous wings spiked scutes platemail tail spade and not feel disappointment. Or hoarding gold and precious gems feline behavior medieval setting cave and castles powerful and large and feel like wanting to tear up something.

Having a couple of these in a setting at a time is fine. But treated as a default state, must have for dragons?



This is NOT about identity (in case I need to say it). This is about dragons as design, dragons as creatures created, for story narrative and game pieces, this is about people's imagination--or lack thereof. This is about putting dragon in boxes and maybe anglocentrism in media. Because sometimes people give eastern storm dragon fire power--just because it's a dragon.  

Having some people think that dragons are to be a specific way is disheartening. I grew up with stories of dragons around the world, with media that are expansive with what dragon means. This? This little box I keep finding people put dragons in? This is an utter disgrace. Madness. 
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There have been more POC alterhumans speaking up about their experience as POC alterhumans within the community, heritage, paying homage to their ethnic culture, indulge in their native language. I love that. Anglocentrism is an issue that affects us all. And in topics like alterhumanity, where sometimes perspectives tied more to spirituality or culture, race, and ethnicity get brought in, it gets convoluted. The occasional lack of words in other languages, thus context becomes missing and disconnected, when nearly everything is discussed in, once again, an anglocentric POV, it gets frustrating fast.

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Thursday, May 29th, 2025 09:43 pm
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We are the beyond-normative community. We should always challenge what's "normal", "typical", or "stereotypical".

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Wednesday, May 7th, 2025 09:46 pm
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"blurring" as whatever or however we are right now is really, not strange. But since we are One, if there's no clearer distinction and individuality, is like we are, not quite fused, but like a perfect gem fusion (SU), but also not? I can slightly feel the distinction that can happen, a split ready, but also comfortably like this. "We" is a distant usage at this moment because that's for referring to us all as individuals, right now I'm Me. There's no passing the I, just two different but in technicality the same I but of different flavor converging together, so now is this mixed flavor of I.

This is why we can never settle on terminologies. Though median does still work best with whatever shenanigan this is.

A Fronting Experience

Tuesday, May 6th, 2025 07:46 pm
dreamdragon: the dark side (Akumu)

It is like a video game that has not been played for a long time. I know how to hold the controller and have a general idea of how the game works, yet everything is, to put it simply, awkward.

In some way, I am familiar with how to play the role that the body needs to be. But everything feels wrong. I cannot grasp items with my claws, our phantom body interferes with each other as Ryuu is forced to retain their Core form, and all the while, I am ill-prepared to deal with this body.

I suppose the one draw, which ironically calls me forward, is the in-depth, scholarly discussions held within the alterhuman community spaces. Especially on topic that pertains to my existence.


A Symbol for Draconic

Thursday, March 20th, 2025 09:50 pm
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With the help and input of Otherconnect discord community, I have drafted up a symbol for draconic.
What is draconic?
An umbrella term that encompasses all individuals withc a dragon or dragon-like identity or who hold a personal connection to something dragon.

It is to represent the fluidity and abstract that is draconity. To answer the question, “what is a dragon?” The answer is the below quote, as referenced by Orion Scribner([personal profile] frameacloud)’s username.
“It is no more possible to find the definitive dragon than it would be to frame a cloud formation. - Judy Allen & Jeanne Griffiths, The Book of the Dragon”
The simple fact is that--you can’t define a dragon. [1][2] Also more rant on dragons aren't always this or that, dragon is a dragon is a dragon, more diverse way dragon can be.
Following that thought, this symbol is also in reference to “dragons are fish.” [3][4][5]

Reference
[1] Rene. “What Dragons Are.” Otherkin.Net, www.otherkin.net/2016/09/what-dragons-are/. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025.
[2] Rene. “Dragon Definitions.” Otherkin.Net, www.otherkin.net/2016/09/dragon-definitions/. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025.
[3] thestuffedalligator. https://www.tumblr.com/thestuffedalligator/684699200342147072/dragons-are-basically-fish-when-you-get-down-to
[4] JazzyCatty509. "Dragons are fish." Reddit. 21 May, 2022. https://www.reddit.com/r/CuratedTumblr/comments/uurrfb/dragons_are_fish/. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025.
[5] ZacSpeaksGiant. "Dragons are basically fish - World Heritage Posts." Youtube. 23 Jan, 2025. https://youtu.be/nEGB_cdBXEk?si=bCiVZ2XLjMoedpGa. Accessed 20 Mar. 2025.

With the ideas behind the symbolism in mind, let’s talk about symbols.

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A silly funsie thing of my very rough, loose interpretation of alterhuman identities (just a couple of them) in a limited 2D visual representation.

Really, alterhumanity is probably 5D+ motion madness. At the very least, I'd imagine that constel is going around like its namesake.
(Posted as requested by [personal profile] paracosmic_gt :D) (that grammar was weird, ugh. I donno how to fix it)
Terms below cut.

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Seeing friends trying out new names for themselves (for alterhuman reasons) inspired me to finally put some thought into our star dragon's name. Aurelion Sol belong to the one dragon that went down to Targon. Despite being the same species, our star dragon operates differently, a sentient asteroids at time, a divine being at other. The vagueness of connection makes it harder to think of the star dragon individually without overpowering with our own dream element.

So we might as well stop fighting it.

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#alterhuman #人另經歷 #a dream dragon's pondering #naming of one's 'type #vaguetype #它類模糊 #othervague #fictovague
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I remember seeing somewhere on this concept of accepting the humanity, or the influence of, in our nonhuman identities.
Where some idea we have towards some preestablished creature, and how we think we should behave and have instincts of, perhaps the way how this world's human sees them have affected how we see ourselves. This sort of phenomenon and acknowledgement I think is more natural for fictionfolk, conceptfolk, or others that have more human touch like objectfolk. I recon there likely a lot of resistance from generally nonhuman focused subcommunity.
(I'm adopting -folk suffix from the fictionfolk term, denoting any general alterhuman relation or identities tied to that subject. So say objectfolk would be anyone that may have some sort of relation towards objects, whether it be an archetrope, heartedness, or the vaguest sense of connection, etc)
Whenever we talk about draconity, about 9 out of 10 people think of hoarding. And it's like the most natural behavioral instinct to associate with draconity. But just like there are more than meat-eating, fire-breathing, webbed-winged, scaled, large 6-limbed lizard dragons, there are dragons who don't hoard.
I think about it sometimes, about my participation in the topic of hoarding and draconity, about my own inconsistent hoarding tendencies. Am I performing what is expected of me from other fellow dragons, or what humans expect of dragons? Do I truly have the instinct to hoard, or is it just other mental health or neurotype factors? Orthohuman has the term hoarder, other creatures besides dragons hoard, why is hoarding such a big defining draconic trait?

Chinese translation under the cut.

中文版... )
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It's pretty common that the alterhuman community is largely English-speaking.

Or more that the community at large interacts in English.

And beyond that, many things are also US, if not western-centric, possibly due to the nature of the community being English-dominant.

There has been a bit more discussion surrounding this very phenomenon. And it is understandable why we are here with all the points brought up within that post and following reblogs (threads? I don't know my tumblr lingo). The post focused on the identity aspect of alterhumanity, and the languages tied to these identity concepts.

But I'd encounter another issue--where everything else is also tied to anglocentrism. One of them being spiritual belief.

I often felt a little disconnected from many others within the community due to my largely different background. My family and extended family, even beyond, are largely eastern in spirituality and beliefs, with Buddhism being the religion that has a larger presence in my life. Christianity was sort of like a myth to me, horror stories and tales told to me in passing. Not to say there wasn't any education going into that area, but the class about world religion back in high school means the focus is on religion across the world. I had family friends and others in my life that are Christian, not enough for me to understand all that went into such a belief. I was living in a bubble of eastern influenced belief, and then I didn't comprehend what it's like to not have such a background.

The stronger irony is that I didn't learn about the finer details of Christianity until I was knee-deep in the alterhuman community. I'm constantly a bit off-kilter when I talk about spirituality with others, and there's just a bit of a gap with others if things originate too much from earthen-established faith belief. I'm still trying to learn what Pegan and New Age encompass. I mean, they could very well be concepts I am well acquainted, but just in a different cultural lens and language.

Of course, I also need to be aware of how much and how strongly my perspective skews my view on things. I know there are those who share similar backgrounds with me within the community, and the community at large does try to keep a worldly view. Considering many of us are from completely different worlds or realms as well.

Thinking on this, it's a strange place to be. We try to focus on individual experiences without the influence of this earthen realm, but still the importance of society and culture, or everything else that follows, does have impact on our own perception of things. How we see animal through human angle, how we explain our experience with what we had outside the alterhuman scope. We acknowledge that fictionkin, therian, and otherkin are all the same experience by technicality, with different focuses (I need category terms that aren't identify-as focused, fictionfolk (which we have), animalfolk (do people use that?), and otherfolk? nonhumanfolk??). I'm wondering if this is sort of like being from fiction is like. You have something preestablished, that shaped you, and every new understanding is built upon this foundation.

I'm not entirely certain where I'm going with this, ramble as my writings tends to be. Originally I had wanted to answer in specific a Writing Wednesday prompt posted within the Alterhuman Community, specifically in regards to what sort of community project I'd like to see.

Perhaps a zine featuring alterhumanity from non-English earthen culture? I only am proficient in 2.5 languages, but I feel that it'd be beneficial at large. Talon's post inspired and encouraged folks to write in non-English languages they know (I'm not saying Native Language, I have very complicated relation with things like that…), and that is certainly a start. Though we probably will have quite a headache first just in trying to figure out how to translate concept terms.

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