Discord + Ramble
Oct. 9th, 2025 09:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
desrosierGreetings, everyone. I finally updated my profile with links to other websites I use, alongside my Discord for anyone who would like to stop by and have a chat.
Other than that, I have felt quite melancholic lately. I'm taking a break from Twitter as it mainly shows me topics that will upset me, alongside just a general annoyance with the platform overall. It doesn't help that Bluesky doesn't entirely speak to me, but I'll probably attempt to make a Baraag account to find more likeminded individuals. I'm trying to get more used to Dreamwidth, it reminds me of the old era of internet that I greatly miss, such as Deviantart journals.
Today I slept in late, until 12pm. With fall break starting, I had no reason to wake up at 6AM like I usually do. Weirdly enough, even though I enjoy the extra hours of sleep, I highly prefer to have the same schedule every single day. Wake up at the same time, do my little chores, then be free to do whatever I want with zero people in the house. (I have two cats, but they don't count as interaction.) I know this is incredibly contradictory to my lonely statement, I know. I'm unsure why I am like this.
I'll blame it on autism.
Misc updates:
What I ate today: A grilled cheese for breakfast, a bowl of Apple Jacks cereal for lunch, some Doritos with humus for a snack. The biggest meal I had was Chinese takeout! Vegetable Low Mein, some fried dumplings and some cream cheese wontons. I did not finish it all, but I plan to eat more later.
I'm unsure if any of this was exactly healthy.^ I struggled with disordered eating (Anorexia) since the age of 10, so I wonder if writing down what I ate every day would help push me to make sure I eat more. I used to supply myself on ensures, applesauce and granola bars when I lived with my parents. (Who often did not feed me as punishment.)
What I read today: Old web journals of abandoned blogs from people that struggle with sexuality disorders. It's interesting to get an insight on other people, even when I do not deal with what they struggle with.
Misc updates:
What I ate today: A grilled cheese for breakfast, a bowl of Apple Jacks cereal for lunch, some Doritos with humus for a snack. The biggest meal I had was Chinese takeout! Vegetable Low Mein, some fried dumplings and some cream cheese wontons. I did not finish it all, but I plan to eat more later.
I'm unsure if any of this was exactly healthy.^ I struggled with disordered eating (Anorexia) since the age of 10, so I wonder if writing down what I ate every day would help push me to make sure I eat more. I used to supply myself on ensures, applesauce and granola bars when I lived with my parents. (Who often did not feed me as punishment.)
What I read today: Old web journals of abandoned blogs from people that struggle with sexuality disorders. It's interesting to get an insight on other people, even when I do not deal with what they struggle with.
I should pick up manga again.
What I am realizing: I am most likely dissociative to an extent, or simply psychotic. I'm unsure which, but I might post an access locked journal about it, as I don't feel too safe posting about it anywhere else, alongside the fact I still don't know for certain.
Other than that, look forward to more Klaus posts as I continue to write his profile.
What I am realizing: I am most likely dissociative to an extent, or simply psychotic. I'm unsure which, but I might post an access locked journal about it, as I don't feel too safe posting about it anywhere else, alongside the fact I still don't know for certain.
Other than that, look forward to more Klaus posts as I continue to write his profile.
