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Sorry I didn't put in a post for yesterday. I hate it when I skip days. :(

Anyway, let me bring you up to speed on what's happening. I spent five hours in the emergency room a couple nights ago because I was having chest pains. After much waiting, some blood work, a few X-rays, a shot, and a CoVid swab, I was finally told that everything looked normal. I do, however, have to wait a couple of days for the swab results to come in, but I'm pretty sure they're going to be negative again. 

The real estate agent is coming over to put a "For Sale" sign in our yard later today. I hope he can sell this place in 30 days because I need to get out of this mudhole called Louisiana. I've already spent 30 years of my life that I can't ever get back here, and it's time to move on and make a fresh start somewhere else. Cajun culture might be cute for the tourists, but when you're bombarded by it day in and day out, it really does start to become obnoxious.I need to move out of Frenchville and back to the United States of America.

So that's all for now. Have a good night, and be safe out there. 
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 Day two, fight #2. Mom and I got into it again today, this time after one of my dogs got out of the house and ran around the neighborhood (we got her back, fortunately). I think I just snapped; I started yelling at her and cursing at her, which is not a good thing, and for which I will have to go to Confession again next week (I didn't go to Mass today because I "accidentally" overslept this morning). I'm an awful Catholic, I know. :(  I really do feel like an utter hypocrite.

What I need to do is get back in the habit of praying a daily Rosary. I was on a roll there for a few weeks, and then one night I felt too tired to do it, so I didn't, and it just went downhill from there. Now it's very hard to get back in the habit. It's much easier not to stop than it is to stop and then try to start again. Bad Amanda. Bad, bad, bad Amanda.

Anyhoo, that's all for tonight. Be safe out there, everyone!
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 Sigh. 

Why does politics have to get in the way of everything enjoyable? Just tonight I had to wash my hands of one of the Harry Potter communities I really liked because of their stance on certain issues. I wish they would have just left this stuff out--Harry Potter is for everyone to enjoy, conservatives included. I wish they would have taken that into account, but they didn't. My thought on this is, if you're running a community, you're going to have all sorts of people involved in it, each with his or her own political and religious beliefs, as well as sexual orientation. It's better to just have no politics whatsoever come into play. Everyone would be able to feel welcomed then, and no drama would be started. 

Sorry about that. I had to vent because it's very frustrating. I normally don't discuss these two topics unless it's with someone I know who shares similar beliefs. 

Anyway, my mom and I got into a bit of a verbal tussle today. It was over church clothes; how crazy is that? This whole quarantine business has been driving me up the wall. I feel a bit like Jack Torrance from "The Shining"...all cooped up and going crazy, but maybe without the whole axe-murdering thing going on. I'm not one for doing that.

My brain  has just shut down. I'm off to go get a 10:00 p.m. snack, I think. Be safe out there, everyone.
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 I canceled my gym membership today. It wasn't really that big of a deal for me because I wasn't using it much to justify paying money each month to keep it. I can hear my dad now, though--"Why'd you even bother getting a membership to begin with? You never work out!" Well Dad, I did it on the off chance that I might actually have enough discipline to keep going with it. But, as usual I was wrong, and he'd be right. I really should have listened to him more. :(

The mask on my CPAP machine leaked air all night last night, which made it very hard for me to get a decent night's sleep. I've been doing so well with it up until now; I can't figure out what happened. I don't want to tighten the head straps any more because then the whole headpiece is going to cut into my skin, and that is a miserable feeling. Ugh. I need to find a way to keep from feeling the air blowing into my eyes. Sleep apnea sucks.

Yada, yada, yada. 

I'm still waiting for a rosary that I ordered to come in. It's been almost two weeks since I requested it, and I still haven't gotten it. It worries me because this is the latest I've ever had to wait for a rosary to get here. I hope something bad hasn't happened to it.

That's all for now. Be safe out there, everyone!

Eek!

Jul. 16th, 2020 08:03 pm
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 Note to self: Don't go to sleep right after eating lunch. You WILL have weird dreams. 

Case in point. I did this very thing today, and I ended up dreaming that I was at this old house, in a chair in a long corridor, and I saw the ghost of Rita Hayworth rising out of a floor vent. So, me being the brave soul that I am, I ended up running out of the corridor while screaming my lungs out in terror (I guess it's safe to say I won't be on "Ghost Adventures" any time soon!). Long story short, I saw Rita's ghost meet up with John F. Kennedy's ghost; JFK's ghost ended up making love to Rita's ghost, and then Marilyn Monroe's ghost came into the picture as well. 

I thought midnight snacks were bad, but apparently lunches will have the same effect on a person's napping. Go figure. It's a weird world we live in. But anyway. 

Today I pretty much slept the day away, which surprises me because I got over seven hours of sleep with my CPAP machine last night. I don't know what's going on...if it's my thyroid, I wish I had something to help me get it under control. I'm sure it isn't diabetes, because every last blood sugar test I've had has been normal. Something needs to be done, though. Being tired all day is a miserable feeling.

It rained for the first time in a long time today, but it wasn't a whole lot. We've had something of a mini-drought where I live; it's been hotter than hell. Sometimes I hate Southern summers. They're all humid and icky. I can't wait for winter. Beautiful, lovely winter! 

Well, my dog has come to visit me, so I'm off. Be safe, everyone! 
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Well, due to circumstances beyond my control, I have to sleep downstairs on the couch instead of in my room for the next...I don't know how long. At least until I get another A/C window unit, anyway; hopefully that won't be too long from now. The only bad thing is, the room I'm in doesn't have a DVD player so I can't watch any movies. The TV only has three channels, and the most interesting channel out of those is CourtTV. Blah. Oh well. Things could be worse.

I need to get some washing done. It's a testament to how lazy I am that I am now out of clean undies (and I have lots of pairs of undies, but that's another story for another day). Honestly, I think I'd make a really crappy wife, as I hate to do basic chores. Maybe that's why I"m not interested in the whole dating scene. I have enough trouble keeping up with myself as it is. There's no way I'd be able to keep up with a husband and kids, should that happen. 

Anyway, I'm off to peruse my brain for any sign of potential stories to put down in the writing communities I'm on. Be safe out there, everyone!
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 Hello again, everyone. I have returned after a long day of not being able to keep my eyes open. Sometimes I think I'm a real life vampire; I can't seem to do anything but sleep during the day, and then I'm wide awake at night. Go figure. I need to do something to stimulate my brain. Writing should do the trick, I think. I've been on a serious writing kick lately. 

Right now I'm watching "American Graffiti". I'm not sure whether to laugh or cry, as it was one of my dad's favorite movies. He passed away in December of 2018, and while the pain has eased up  slightly, it's still there. If there's one positive, though, I've started to be able to think about him and laugh more at the good memories instead of falling apart at the seams all the time. That's progress, I suppose. 

Well, I need to go work on a story I started last night. Be safe out there, everyone!
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Under Lock And Key. 

With all of the CoVid quarantine business in the world today, I honestly couldn't think of a better name for my journal. It pretty much sums up my feelings toward this whole thing; I'm starting to feel as though I'm a prisoner in my own house. Now that the governor of the state I live in has made wearing masks mandatory, it's gotten even worse. I hope that something can be done to strip the emergency powers from the tyrant who lives in the governor's mansion here, but I'm not holding out much hope.

I guess I can be happy that I have all of my books and diamond painting pictures to occupy me, along with my movies. The thing is, until I can move out of this state--and God willing, that will be soon--I'm not going to be as happy as I really should be. Gah. I'll pray a few extra rosaries with this intention in mind. 

Be safe, everyone. 

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