churin: (gay)

hello! my name's jude. you can also call me nines or lotus. i am a old and tired millennial that misses livejournal, so here i am! i wanna try and get back more into writing and other art stuff more again, so maybe expect that here along with some personal entries?

i am mainly into hoyoverse games (genshin, honkai and zenless) along with some other stuff. see the interests on my profile page for more info!

other sites you can find me on: neocities, tumblr, bsky

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Jan. 10th, 2026 12:34 pm
churin: (happy)
whenever i get complimented on anything ever i get soooo overwhelmed (in a good way) and can usually feel my cheeks warm up ; o;

today i got complimented on my ffxiv character's name and that was enough to make me feel like the description above akgokgogkkg

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Jan. 8th, 2026 05:54 pm
churin: (retro)
hell yeah work went well and i have the next two days off! i'm just gonna take it easy and relax at home =w=

hope everyone's week is going well too!!

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Jan. 5th, 2026 06:05 pm
churin: (happy)
work was a whole lot better than yesterday, thank god!

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Jan. 4th, 2026 05:46 pm
churin: (bleh)
work was a real doozy today...well i'm home now, so i guess i'll try and relax while i play some cookie run kingdom (one of my besties got me re-addicted to the game. it's been a couple or so years since i last played though, so there's a LOT of changes i'm unfamiliar with! regardless, i'm still having a blast~)

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Jan. 4th, 2026 02:31 am
churin: (happy)
hello to all the cool people that followed me on here! ehehe :3

sorry for being a lil quiet here, by the way -- got a bit distracted by work/irl stuff (again)

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Dec. 13th, 2025 05:58 pm
churin: (green day)
whew, today was a long day. accidentally drove to work an hour early, then work itself was verrry slow and boring. but i'm home now and ready to eat some pasta! (also have tomorrow off work so that's a huge YIPPEE from me!!)

(flops on the floor and falls asleep)
churin: (Default)


this week's song is out! this one is very synth-y heheh~

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Dec. 10th, 2025 06:29 pm
churin: (bleh)
 today's been an overall bleh day for me @ _ @ maybe i'll take a nice long hot shower then lay in bed...
churin: (Default)
 dr ratio + sunturine doodles from the past few days~

churin: (Default)
here's my newest song! i'm pretty happy with how this one turned out~
churin: (Default)
 omggg ellipsus is a godsend for writing!! it's actually helping me write more again <3
churin: (bleh)
 man it's cold out...and it's of course not snowing. seriously what's the point in it being so cold if it's not gonna snow?!
churin: (aventurine)
I miss writing fanfiction...i've been suffering from writer's block for years now and I'm not sure how to break it [profile] _@ I've also been getting art block. both are probably due to depression I bet.

back when I used LJ I would always post writing, art and other edits I would make. I miss when i had the spoons to do all that. maybe using dreamwidth will motivate me to do all that again~
churin: (bleh)
they keep saying it's gonna snow here only for it to not actually snow. would really like even a little bit of snow pls
churin: (calm)
naps are nice~
churin: (cutie)
looking through old internet icons for my neocities has got me feeling nostalgic...
churin: (calm)
it's early in the morning and my day off work. i can't wait to relax and do a whole lotta nothing~ (well i have a physical therapy appointment later but other than that i'm free)
churin: (happy)
yayyy yippeeee this place make me happy~