UPDATE: Situation resolved
Thank you so much everyone. I am overwhelmed by the number of people who wanted to help. Thank you. I am OK for the electric bill. And so grateful.
Dear Dreamwidth Friends,
Please only read the following if you feel like you have the spoons to listen to a problem and decide whether you can help with it. CN: money, anxiety, asking for help
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Thank you so much everyone. I am overwhelmed by the number of people who wanted to help. Thank you. I am OK for the electric bill. And so grateful.
Dear Dreamwidth Friends,
Please only read the following if you feel like you have the spoons to listen to a problem and decide whether you can help with it. CN: money, anxiety, asking for help
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short version
25 May 2019 13:38I have been meaning to make a Srs Post about Organized Thoughts at some point but here's the sketch notes: ( Read more... )
problem with meds ( Read more... )
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Of course this happens week of taxes and job applications. Of course. I do not like this. I am scared this will mean Bad Things because I won't/can't do Stuff I Need To Do like this.
Set alarm for rest time. Then more coffee. Tryyyyy to do things.
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ETA: Dizziness is down, disorientation is up, but mostly I seem to have stabilized at 'generalized blargh'. ( Read more... )
Also there are PICTURES of an ACTUAL BLACK HOLE as made visible by its enormous glowy accretion disk. Such admire. Science is amaaaaaaazing. Also-also I want someone to make An Tactile Art based on its orangey shininess. I think that the use of thick velvet and loopy raggy embroidery would better convey the color-shifts in the image (which itself is a data-composite adjusted for normative human visual range) than a high-low map.
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Of course this happens week of taxes and job applications. Of course. I do not like this. I am scared this will mean Bad Things because I won't/can't do Stuff I Need To Do like this.
Set alarm for rest time. Then more coffee. Tryyyyy to do things.
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ETA: Dizziness is down, disorientation is up, but mostly I seem to have stabilized at 'generalized blargh'. ( Read more... )
Also there are PICTURES of an ACTUAL BLACK HOLE as made visible by its enormous glowy accretion disk. Such admire. Science is amaaaaaaazing. Also-also I want someone to make An Tactile Art based on its orangey shininess. I think that the use of thick velvet and loopy raggy embroidery would better convey the color-shifts in the image (which itself is a data-composite adjusted for normative human visual range) than a high-low map.
Warning for stuff. Mostly FEELING S and probably typoes.
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ETA: As you can see by the decrease in typos, non sequiturs, swear words, etc, I did in fact come back and edit the next day. If you read the whole thing before that I’m very grateful. If you made a mindful choice to head the tags/cuts and NOT read I am grateful for that too! 💜
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ETA: As you can see by the decrease in typos, non sequiturs, swear words, etc, I did in fact come back and edit the next day. If you read the whole thing before that I’m very grateful. If you made a mindful choice to head the tags/cuts and NOT read I am grateful for that too! 💜
* Content Notes: contains discussion of disability, including disabilities I don't have such as blindness/low vision; discussion of domestic animals (cats), their genes, and humans breeding cats; a plot bunny; linkspam; many cat factoids; ETA: I was also gently/coincidentally reminded that many resources on genetics are TERRIBLE on topics related to trans, intersex, ability, disability, and one should be aware of blanket content warning for gender-binarism on almost any discussion of sex-chromosome-linked genes*
Because I was chatting with someone about cat genetics, some weird factoids and some articles to help explain them…
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Because I was chatting with someone about cat genetics, some weird factoids and some articles to help explain them…
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so here is today
15 December 2018 22:23List of things DONE because I don't want to redo my to-do list and I need to notice positives and accomplishments. ( Read more... )
a gem of a message
15 December 2018 12:04A gem of a message
Warning: Serious Bad Shit
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So that is .. certainly something. I’m finding it bleakly humorous.
I’m pretty okay all things considered. I’m at a coffee shop, and later today I’m meeting up with
kengr to do some practical things for both of us, and on Wednesday I get to go see my family.
Discuss if you wish. I may or may not respond to comments on this one.
Warning: Serious Bad Shit
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So that is .. certainly something. I’m finding it bleakly humorous.
I’m pretty okay all things considered. I’m at a coffee shop, and later today I’m meeting up with
Discuss if you wish. I may or may not respond to comments on this one.
dissonant serenity
7 December 2018 21:19I did not think things could get worse, but they have.
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ETA: If I'm still (a) awake (b) having All The Bad Feelings (c) alone in the DAMNED house ... in an hour ( Read more... )
And ... despite L. also being a fan, because I don't choose to care right now ... here is a reminder of who and what I am as a fan and as a person: The Oath, from Diane Duane's Young Wizards / Feline Wizards 'verse:
In Life’s name and for Life’s sake,
I assert that I will employ the Art which is its gift in Life’s service alone, rejecting all other usages.
I will guard growth and ease pain. I will fight to preserve what grows and lives well in its own way; and I will Change no object or creature unless its growth and life, or that of the system of which it is part, are threatened.
To these ends, in the practice of my Art, I will put aside fear for courage, and death for life, when it is right to do so —
looking always toward the Heart of Time, where all our sundered times are one, and all our myriad worlds lie whole, in That from Which They Proceeded.
Sobeit.
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ETA: If I'm still (a) awake (b) having All The Bad Feelings (c) alone in the DAMNED house ... in an hour ( Read more... )
And ... despite L. also being a fan, because I don't choose to care right now ... here is a reminder of who and what I am as a fan and as a person: The Oath, from Diane Duane's Young Wizards / Feline Wizards 'verse:
In Life’s name and for Life’s sake,
I assert that I will employ the Art which is its gift in Life’s service alone, rejecting all other usages.
I will guard growth and ease pain. I will fight to preserve what grows and lives well in its own way; and I will Change no object or creature unless its growth and life, or that of the system of which it is part, are threatened.
To these ends, in the practice of my Art, I will put aside fear for courage, and death for life, when it is right to do so —
looking always toward the Heart of Time, where all our sundered times are one, and all our myriad worlds lie whole, in That from Which They Proceeded.
Sobeit.
Tag with: Kids, adults, work, thinkythoughts, edumucation, brainskillz, mentions money, schedule, food. May contain nuts. ( Read more... )
Purple pancakes! They are a thing that we made today!
ETA: Since people have asked after ingredients... ( Read more... )
ETAA: This is particularly important since S bought the ingredients and suggested it and it's the first time we've done Saturday Pancake Day since I went completely gluten free for health reasons last summer and it's historically been an important family bonding thing. So <3 <3 <3 thank you S and may the word of tasty pancakes made with loved ones reach everyone interested.
ETA: Since people have asked after ingredients... ( Read more... )
ETAA: This is particularly important since S bought the ingredients and suggested it and it's the first time we've done Saturday Pancake Day since I went completely gluten free for health reasons last summer and it's historically been an important family bonding thing. So <3 <3 <3 thank you S and may the word of tasty pancakes made with loved ones reach everyone interested.
signal boost: kittans
15 July 2017 16:17The wonderful
conuly has been attempting to feed, medicate, and shelter two semi-feral kittens, and has finally got them into a safe contained space. Anyone in the greater NYC area interested in two baby kitties who are a bit wild and shy but young enough to learn to love people?
Edited: If not, once they've been checked up and cleaned up and properly treated for eye troubles, they'll be moving on...to a shelter, a foster home, or TNR, depending on what's available and how their socialization goes.
http://conuly.dreamwidth.org/2556978.html
Edited: If not, once they've been checked up and cleaned up and properly treated for eye troubles, they'll be moving on...to a shelter, a foster home, or TNR, depending on what's available and how their socialization goes.
http://conuly.dreamwidth.org/2556978.html
not a food
15 June 2017 18:56Complainy cat is complaining in more detail. Yay?
Content Warning: comparatively less-sick person complaining about being sick and in pain; food, food problems; unpleasant medical details and symptoms; self-directed snark; internaliazed ableism and assorted brainweasels.
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Content Warning: comparatively less-sick person complaining about being sick and in pain; food, food problems; unpleasant medical details and symptoms; self-directed snark; internaliazed ableism and assorted brainweasels.
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discussion of genetics in science fictional context ( Read more... )
PS: This one is dicey! Let me know if I've messed up, in your opinion!
PS: This one is dicey! Let me know if I've messed up, in your opinion!
Here is my first April post of trying to write and post something daily, even if it is rough!
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You are a person and therefore you deserve love and care and safety.
Length, content warning for battling with brainweasels ( Read more... )
ETA: Comments are now screened in case someone wants to share a personal reaction in private; I will ask before unscreening.
Length, content warning for battling with brainweasels ( Read more... )
ETA: Comments are now screened in case someone wants to share a personal reaction in private; I will ask before unscreening.
Need a little art against oppression in your Monday?
siliconshaman is taking prompts for 500-word ficlets, in any of their original universes or fandoms, and you can get MORE GOODEEZ for just a dollar or by boosting the signal.
http://siliconshaman.dreamwidth.org/1237254.html
Go ye forth and leave prompts!
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Also, I'll be listening to my Bone Walker CD on repeat in the car this week. It goes along with a very cool series of fantasy books, but it's also just a great mix of energizing flavors from traditional sea chanties to instrumental dances to a wildly energetic nerdcore remix of said dance music. The lead musician is also blogging extremely useful news updates for the resistance, here on Dreamwidth. Dara Korra'ti is a self-identified principled supervillian and one of the most badass people I've had the pleasure to listen to.
http://music.crimeandtheforcesofevil.com/album/bone-walker
https://solarbird.dreamwidth.org/
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ETA: For anyone using a screen reader, the following links may be more compatible, if you wish to get a taste of the music.
Content advisory: May contain supervillains, creepy monsters creeping up, snatches of story, traditional ballads with their silly sexism, brief ableist language in the form of commonly used metaphors, politically aware perspective pointing out that things really suck, deeply nerdy concepts, musical genre puree, epically noisy instruments, sounds that send shivers up my spine, and other scattered things.
Direct link to album:
http://bandcamp.com/EmbeddedPlayer/album=915171139/size=large/bgcol=ffffff/linkcol=0687f5/tracklist=false/transparent=true/
YouTube examples:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTWV9fu1ARY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwpic9iDkdU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFLMcauyWnE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gbaXmDLBQI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MffSBEKeeCg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkpW7d6n5to
So there's a thing!
http://siliconshaman.dreamwidth.org/1237254.html
Go ye forth and leave prompts!
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Also, I'll be listening to my Bone Walker CD on repeat in the car this week. It goes along with a very cool series of fantasy books, but it's also just a great mix of energizing flavors from traditional sea chanties to instrumental dances to a wildly energetic nerdcore remix of said dance music. The lead musician is also blogging extremely useful news updates for the resistance, here on Dreamwidth. Dara Korra'ti is a self-identified principled supervillian and one of the most badass people I've had the pleasure to listen to.
http://music.crimeandtheforcesofevil.com/album/bone-walker
https://solarbird.dreamwidth.org/
***
ETA: For anyone using a screen reader, the following links may be more compatible, if you wish to get a taste of the music.
Content advisory: May contain supervillains, creepy monsters creeping up, snatches of story, traditional ballads with their silly sexism, brief ableist language in the form of commonly used metaphors, politically aware perspective pointing out that things really suck, deeply nerdy concepts, musical genre puree, epically noisy instruments, sounds that send shivers up my spine, and other scattered things.
Direct link to album:
http://bandcamp.com/EmbeddedPlayer/album=915171139/size=large/bgcol=ffffff/linkcol=0687f5/tracklist=false/transparent=true/
YouTube examples:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTWV9fu1ARY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwpic9iDkdU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFLMcauyWnE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gbaXmDLBQI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MffSBEKeeCg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkpW7d6n5to
So there's a thing!
