Although I'd been on the fringes of fandom for years, I really became active in 1981. I've had periods of greater and lesser involvement, but once I was involved in fandom, I never felt like there was a time when I was entirely outside of it. I've posted about my experiences with old school fandom and 'zine editing
before, but that's not what I was thinking about today. Though I don't mind discussing it.
Mostly today I was thinking about how different fandom is now than when I first found it. When I first found slash fandom, there was no internet to Google "Snape" and accidentally find references to gay people at Hogwarts (on page one) and links to tumblr, several fandom archives and slash fic. You had to know someone who knew someone who had a cousin who maybe heard a rumor about slash 'zines and how to get them. Which basically amounted to Ravenclaw's riddle to Harry about where to find Ravenclaw's lost diadem in Deathly Hallows Part 2 -
"If you have to ask, you’ll never know. If you know, you need only ask.” Ah, if only Harry needed to know how to find slash fic at a con in the 1980's. I would be sooooo there for him. ;D
Maybe if I had grown up somewhere other than Smalltown, OH, USA I would have found slash even earlier because I knew it existed ~somewhere from the time I was 11. And that I just so happened to find someone who could hook me up with this wonderful world of slash fandom is something I pretty much consider a miracle.
And I think it was that feeling of
finally, finally knowing the virtual secret handshake that was the key to all things slash, that feeling of being part of a very different subset of fandom, that instant connection to others because we weren't just fans, we were slash fans, not better, not more, but a different sort of fan. That, I miss a great deal.
Anyway, if I'm honest, as much as I liked the ~good old days, frankly, now is just better in so many ways. And I still feel a connection to other fans who create fanworks whether they are slash fans or not. I know everyone goes through phases where they feel nostalgic, and I'm not immune. And I figure you guys aren't either. Even if you've only been in fandom a very short time, I'm sure there are things you miss about they way things used to be because fandom seems to change at speeds I never could have imagined back in the late 1970's. Do you miss Usenet? Yahoo Groups? The old Detention archives? Needing an invite code for... Live Journal? Lady Kardasi's Realm or Dusk to Dawn? I'd love to hear about it.